Today I realised that all my friends around me are getting married or in serious relationships.I am very close to my brother who is also now in a serious relationship. I am happy for all of my friends and family who have that person that theyve been waiting for.
But, I am resentful. I feel lonely often and I will never admit it to anyone.
I hate the sound of my brother and his girlfriend kissing. I even try and put my fingers in my ears for a couple minutes. I feel awful about it.
At the same time, I feel this gnawing feeling inside of me threatening to rip me apart.