The World is an Ugly Place…
Posted by Xenaphobic in Hate on Jun 15th, 2010 | 3 commentsThats why I hide myself in my own dreams and pretend everythings ok. I’m scared of the world. I know that it isn’t possible to be with one person throughout life without something going wrong. My ex boyfriend of 11 months promised me everything and then I found out he was cheating on me. With more than one person. He never wanted to leave me though. I left him. I loved him and he was the only person or thing that has ever made me actually HAPPY. He doesn’t even care. I’ve been looking at the confessions on this site…I believed it before…but now I know there is no hope for this pathetic world or the people in it. There is no love. I wish I could dissapear…
Life is not about sex.
Life is not about being able to cheat on who your with. You ruin lives that way, idiots. Including your own. You’ll realize it at some point.
Life is not about who you can hurt.
Life is not about drugs.
Life is not about alcohol.
Life is not about getting what you want no matter what the consequences.
I wish there was something I could do to make this world a better place.
But when I read some of these confessions or even see people in public places…I realize that I hate them more and more. I know I shouldn’t hate…but its so hard with everything everyone does.
NOBODY cares. NOBODY.
When will the world end?
I just want it to end…
When Jesus comes back…we’ll see whos left. I’ll probably be one of the ones that is left. I’ve done a lot of things wrong but I’ve finally forgiven myself for them. I’m living right now and I have God in my life. I don’t believe that I deserve Heaven. Now matter how much I’ve suffered for the things I’ve done. I hate myself and everyone else on this stupid planet.
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I know you really want God in your life and hope you finally get him there. He is not quite there yet as you still have so much hatred towards life and people in general. When you have him completely in your life, you will not feel hate, instead you will feel compassion. No one is perfect. And it is a shame that you have been around too many people and/or situations that are horrible to make you think this way. There are so many places in this world that are beautiful and places where people are actually nice. You apparently just don’t live there or associate yourself with them. You sound quite young, so just know there is so much time left for you to finally ENJOY LIFE!!! Everyone is here for a purpose, make use of yours.
Thanks so much, I know I just had a moment while reading all of the confessions on here. I had a really bad break up a few days ago after an 11 month long relationship. I’m glad God helped get him out of my life, though. He didn’t need to be there. I just have moments when I lose track of everything and it all crashes on me at once.
Judge not, lest ye be judged…