STD
Posted by Anonymous in Hate on Sep 4th, 2008 | 10 commentsMy ex cheated on me and gave me an STD. Now I am so scared that every single time I start to care for someone that they will reject me because of it.
I feel used and dirty and tainted and it isn’t even because I was out slutting around that I got it.
Add to all that, any person I care about and enter in a physical relationship will always be in danger of getting it from me.
I hate this.
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There is someone out there that will love you despite the STD. Hang in there.
you are special and i know that if you can’t find true love….true love will go looking for you…
have faith, the best is yet to come…!
That is really f’d up. However there is probably someone whose perfect for you whose in the exact same situation.
I actually have misty eyes right now because I didn’t expect to hear nice things back from people. I wish I could give back to all of you some of the relief and happiness that I feel knowing that not everyone out there would see me as diseased and gross. Thank you very much…
And make sure that next time you pick a boyfriend that at least has the decency of wearing a rubber when he cheats on you.
So what are gonna do about it, you either cry till your eyes run dry or you can stand up and decide for yourself that you will get passed this and learn from it.
Don’t let this situation define you as a person. The fact is, it is not your fault. When you get into another relationship, this won’t matter to the person who truly loves you. Even if it was your fault, a true love should understand and accept. Everyone makes mistakes. And keep in mind you are not the only one, by far.
We were married, the cheater wasn’t just a boyfriend.
I wrote this when I was extremely hesitant and scared to tell the person I have very deep feelings for about this.
I told him. He did some research… and he said he doesn’t care!
So if there is anyone out there, feeling the same way… there will be some people who will not react the way you’d like, but the op were right. Someone who really cares will accept you for who you are.
i had the same thing happen to me. this ex girlfriend gave me the clap i forgave her but that was always in the back of my head, so we broke up. now i just don’t want to sleep around…
my pt is that you are not alone, you are now just saving yourself for the better person out there.
dnt u wry dear..even if he was ur husband..the fact that” he didnt care” for u gives u a good enuf reasn to frgt him n hate him fr dat matter..i wud advise u to see a doctr cuz im sure the astd CAN BE WELL TREATD