Just say sorry…

I single handedly made you who you are today. I am the one who made you more social-able. I am the one who introduced you to all the friends you have now. Yes, i fell in love. But we were best friends, no way would i have been that stupid to ruin our friendship, even though i knew you cared for me too. But we were in high school….and she betrayed me. She lied to you, and you believed her…why? I was your best friend….we told each other everything…she ruined us. I hate her for that, and i hate you for not trusting me. Now, 6 years later, you are still friends with her, going to her wedding…I hate you both. I just want an apology, then i can finally get over you, and I can stop feeling guilty for thinking about you even though i am happily married.