I hate myself

I hate myself so much…

I hate myself for letting him go all because I was so afraid to tell him I cared about him that I would love to be with him but no I was so scared and stupid that I told him to go and leave me alone to go and find someone else.

And now he is with someone else and it breaks my heart to see him with her, the only consolation I have is that at least I know his happy even if it’s not with me.

Anonymous on June 14th 2008 in Hate

2 Responses to “I hate myself”

  1. Princess Starbucks said on 14 Jun 2008 at 12:33 am # Quote

    I guess you will never make that mistake again.

  2. Tina said on 14 Jun 2008 at 12:49 pm # Quote

    I know how you feel I did the same thing. I look at it now and I am happy for the decision not to take him. He is having an affair with another woman in the office. This started within a month of me saying no to him. He said he loved me. How real do you think that would have been? I can walk ahead and you can too with dignity and self-esteem. You need someone who will love you completely. If it was really love he would have fought for you. Don’t hate yourself. God made you specical for that special person. Hang in there. Know you are valuable.

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