RSSI Hate myself
I am 15 years old and I weigh 90kg.I look really ugly, only my face is nice. I am not fat because i eat fast food. My reasons are: i dont work out, I sleep about 4-7 hours a night, I am starving myself, thats how i punish myself, i eat 1-2 small meals on school days , on weekends i eat when i feel like it, I never eat in the morings, I know I should. This isent healty, I know every way to keep fit but havent got any motivation.I live in a place were looking good is everything, everbody says that I should change but I like being this way, it is easier. All of my time goes into doing house work, baby sitting and homework, which is really hard.I am usally were happy when i can sleep over 5 hours a night. Being fat has caused me a lot problems like when takling to other people a feel very uncomfortable, starving has caused a lot sharp paines in my stomach, i have never had a boyfriend, I havent got TRUE friends .I feel like slave in my own home. I dont get along with my parnts that good.My dad is very angry or drunk most of the time and my mom is usally pissed off. So I dont like arguing with them. I think about suicide a lot. For me it is easier to die then to live, I am not scared of dying.If i was a other person i would probably kill myself. I wish i had a purpose in life but all my dreams have been crushed. I dont have reason to live anymore. My life is very hard it is work WORK WORK WORK alll the time. I hated sooooo much. Please help me!!!
00000 on April 5th 2008 in Hate
edward said on 05 Apr 2008 at 10:40 am # Quote
Hey I feel for you but don’t give in to despair. You’re only 15 you’ve got plenty of time to change your life. If things are that bad at home when you’re a little bit older you could move away to study or get a job elsewhere. Maybe your life won’t get better but it’s worth trying you’ve got nothing to lose. If you really are very overweight with a pretty face don’t worry there are a lot of genuinely decent men who like that in a women and others who will look beyond what you look like. Basically whatever bothers you try and do something about it just don’t give up you’ve got the rest of your life to sort things out.
PAY ATTENTION said on 07 Apr 2008 at 2:53 am # Quote
i read ur problem ur looking for a friend and overweight as you said ok heres some serious advice for you 1st you caused ur overweightness and ya i know i shouldnt say that but its the truth all you overweight ppl do cause ur body destruction you say you have no reason to live hey look @ you ur still alive that should be a reason enough for you to want to change how ur living ur life you say you live in a place where looking good is like the thing well now im not saying you should follow them but have ur own healthy style set ur own trend GO TO A GYM if you cant WALK or JOG or RUN start somewhere you said you know what ur doing isnt good so why continue doing it just because ur in despair cmon stop living in other pls shadow and make something of yourself and hey maybe you know this or dont but being overweight at ur age is extremely bad 15 cmon theres that incurable disease called DIABETES which comes from being to overweight which in turn causes other things in body to fail ur liver ur vision i can go on and on diabetic ppl have to be on strict dietary plan in take of sugar not too much salt REMEMBERING ALWAYS TO TAKE THEIR INSULIN if this is how you want to live ur go ahead then but dont ask yourslf why after ur body isnt functioning good anymore stop worrying abt other ppl ur life in ur home isnt so great nobodys life is perfect even rich ppl wish they can have a normal life look try to stay out ur parents way and start doing something abt yourself instead of doing all that sleeping after you done eating which is bad get up and take a walk or something get a better job that keeps you constantly moving youll be surprised how fast youll lose the weight but again that all depends on you are the one that has to want to loose the weight nobody can do that for you but ya you done said you like being overweight so all i can tell you here on out is good luck with all of that
Anonymous said on 08 Apr 2008 at 1:59 pm # Quote
things may seem hopeless right now but there is always a better way of thinking about things. all you have to do is see the light in your life, wherever it is.
Heyy said on 09 Apr 2008 at 1:00 am # Quote
This may seem weird, but you should try watching “I can make you thin.” If you want to change your weight. I think you should try to be happy with who you are but don’t give up losing weight, though I know it is hard. You should really sleep more and eat more. Not sleeping does horrible things to your body, including causing you to gain weight. You can do it, there are people who have done it before. I hope you the best. Try to be happy with yourself and love yourself more.
MsCreant said on 09 Apr 2008 at 2:37 am # Quote
Everything changes. Be patient and love yourself.
Someone! said on 10 Apr 2008 at 1:19 am # Quote
Learn to love yourself more. Do something what you like.
You need enough sleep. It’s not good for the body with less sleep. It keeps you feel irritated.
If you are concerned about your weight then do something about it. Do it for yourself NOT because of them. That’s a big step for you and will help you pull through obstacles of the weight physically and the weight emotionally. Exercising helps you release that stress whatever you have in your heart! That’s what I did when I was heavy myself! You should try to readjust your thinking with food. Eat heathy ones! I know you know what I am saying about eating healthy.
All I can again is.. love yourself first. Get to know yourself better. The more you love and take care of yourself really shows. You don’t have to tell them about it… you’re glowing from within and that’s a good feeling.
It’s a process alright. A big change. Challenge. It won’t be easy like what it says in the magazines or TV.
Don’t let negative energy from other people pollute you inside. It will being you down for sure.
You can do it!
Anonymous said on 10 Apr 2008 at 5:59 pm # Quote
You say that you know what to do to lose the weight in a healthy manner - yet you aren’t doing this. It isn’t difficult - and starving yourself, believe it or not, will only drag your metabolism down (which is what makes your body burn calories).
Everybody’s life can be dark and dreary - you need to deal with it and start making changes for YOURSELF. Only you can do that, nobody else. Stop eating fatty foods, make it a point to do some form of exercise every day - even if its just taking a walk around your neighborhood and dancing around in your room to some music. Drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy, small portions of food spaced out 8 times a day. That will kick your metabolism into gear.
Sitting around wallowing in self-pity isn’t going to do a god damned thing. Take control of your life and stop bitching.