I fantasize about killing people
Posted by Anonymous in Hate on May 10th, 2009 | 63 commentsdoes anyone else do this?
When people are mean or disrespectful to me, I want to pull out a gun and shoot them in the face. I fantasize about it daily. I don’t know if I’ll ever do it for real.
I wonder if anyone else does this or if I’m just crazy
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I do it, as long as you don’t actually do it, you are fine.
If you start finding yourself doing it via artwork or enactments, then go and see someone about it otherwise it may become out of hand.
i think about..killing everyone..even people i love.. about raping them and terrible things idk y i would not do aleast i hope.. i need help..
It’s been a problem my entire life and when anyone did anything to try and hurt me emotionally I would for days contemplate killing them whether it be with my hands which is preferred or as you say take out a gun and light that persons face the hell up. I grew up dirt poor and a runt to goddamn boot but I didn’t take me long to become mean as a snake AND THE MOST FEARED sonofaBITCH in my town. I had to have a reason to focus so much malice and hatred onto a person though but for the most part I was a kind and always considerate young man. That was until my wife and I split up. I will never be the same because she is the only person I ever loved…..period. and I will never again give a damn about anyone. This doesn’t feel as fun as it sounds though. I love women but on the other hand they are the real killers for they can use love as if it were an ice pick. Let’s just leave it at this, I want help so very bad but the powers that be will not so much as think twice about locking me up and never setting me free so I deal with it 24 hrs a day and I as you can clearly tell have long since given up my sanity. At least the false veneer of it.
well no people have that every day even me!! so you shouldn’t be that worried about it just try to relax =D
I do that that do sometimes but I usally fantasize stabbing people in the face, I guess I am more crasy thab u, but seriously dont go killin someone OKE. Dont ruin our life because of others.
i fantasize about killing my grandmother and her son all the time.
its perfectly normal, it’s something that we cannot do in real life, a taboo if you will.
by going over it in your mind your allowing for some emotions to feel like they have been relieved.
so long as it remains a imaginary thing it’s normal. if you start feeling like doing it in real life you may need to question your own motives and definitely find why you want to do it.
Two word
Psychiatric Help
LOL oh i used to do that hard out and i still do sometimes, just think about how much i hate a certain person and how they make me feel and just think how good itd feel to just pull the trigger in their faces lol its natural,,
the consequences of playing violent video games…
It has nothing to do with that!
Fantasies about killing people have been around since the dawn of man, not just since the advent of video games.
Yeah, I would say that this is a pretty normal urge. I used to have comical thoughts about how I would beat the hell out of an annoying person in class, with a corded telephone, by swinging it by the wire into their face. (Not saying that’s something normal to think about, but…)
Anyway, you should be fine, as long as you don’t find yourself in the position to do something drastic. Deep breaths, and remind yourself that it’s not worth the prison sentence.
I know those thoughts. I used to have them on a daily basis as well, but these last years it has changed. Four things:
1. Many people experience this.
2. Your situation can change.
3. Make sure that you never act on your thoughts – even if this would somehow mean that you will never be happy. Personal happiness is overrated.
4. Practice letting your anger out in small doses. Take up boxing or some other confrontational stuff.
I don’t play video games at all and rarely watch movies but I have fantasy’s about ripping people’s throats out when they really piss me off.
Hmmm. You know we all evolved from hunter gatherers so perhaps most of us have those violent fantasies within us. However if you ever feel like you might actually follow through on it then you need to seek help because that is just ugly and hurtful and so rarely solves anything unless it’s in a bad hollywood movie.
Ehh, a little disconcerting but normal.
Just get GTA 4. Steal a pickup, and run everybody over. Or get a shotgun and have a massacre inside the hospital waiting room.
Or you could play Sims 1/2/3 and model the sim after the dude you wanna kill, and starve/ burn/ humiliate/ poison/ just be mean to him/her.
So many games, and they help take your mind off that stuff.
I fantasize about getting away with it…
me too. If you can find a person to lie for you indefinitely or figure out a way to be in one place would be your best bet…also be very, VERY, thorough…
its perfectly fine i fantisize about stabbing the girl i love only she doesnt know that i love her.
I right my fantasies down in a journal, it helps
Sometimes I can’t fall asleep at night until I think about, and plan about how I would murder certain people. I would never actually do it, but working out every detail for the perfect murder in my head is better than counting sheep.
me too! :D it’s surprisingly forfilling!
i do not usually fantasize about killing people when they piss me off more so fantasize about them dying another way.. like being ripped to shreds by a frenzy of sharks etc. u should try it, i know it sounds mean but it makes me smile :)
I want to kill my stepmother and my half brother almost daily. Sometimes my father, too.
Hey. Me too.
I fantasize about bringing people into my my house and then torture them different things, most commonly a knife.
That kinda scares me.
Dude, I have the same feelings. What’s freakier is that we have the same name.
Okay.. So my name’s not Erik but do I love the idea of torturing, raping and killing people.
I find it annoying that a lot of comments seem to suggest that it’s only the people who have wronged us that we would like to act this out on.
I want to torture, rape and kill.
Doesn’t matter who it is (well.. I’d skip the raping if it was a guy. I’m ****** up but not gay).
It’s as simple as that! :)
I would like to add that i’m a happy guy in life with a loving family, perfect lady and great friends.
They’d be shocked to know this.
Makes it even more exciting!
Ted Bundy ended up in the electric chair. You and he have alot in common.
Yeah, well, Freerain. You and History’s Most Understanding seem to little in common. I guess you can rest easy knowing you’ll never be crucified.
I think about it on a daily basis as well. As long as you don’t act on it I don’t think it is to bad
I fantasize about hunting down sexual predators, tying them to trees, beating them unconcious, and when they regain conciousness, dousing them with gasoline and setting them on fire for a few minutes, just to extinguish the fire and repeat the process.
I can’t stop thinking about my 2 siblings who molested me when I was little. They were teenagers and I was a pre-schooler
find a safe place and then file with the police! i didn’t after my step grandfather molested me and i really regret it. i found he molested my sisters and attacked friends when they would visit. men are so disgusting!
I would say religion is more to blame than men. Trust me, the things in most of these peoples imaginations would seem like a kindness in comparison to what I would do if someone molested my niece or nephew.
Religion has nothing to do with child molestation. A person of either gender and in any profession can be a child molester or a child predator. The common denominator for child molestors and people who want to kill another human being is that these people love themselves and no one else. They don’t understand the value of each human life and only care about satisfying their own selfish desires.
I dont think its messed up that you do. To be honest its in the music i listen to so i think of the most sadistic and ****** up thing I possibly could conjure. No one has to piss me off i can just think of it for fun as long as u dont act on it it shouldnt be weird.
Well I think its normal to think about it but if you ever fallow through with it never talk or tell anyone about it but ask god to forgive you and it will be alright and the reason for me sayin that is police kill people every day
no, i don’t imagine killing people. i honestly think you should speak to someone about it, i don’t mean this in a “mean, your a wiedo” kind of way. i’m just thinking that maybe you imagine killing people because of something that happened in your childhood. if not, then i’m not sure. go see someone, please, i don’t want people dying if your obsession goes to far. think about it, not telling someone may be isking people’s lives. it’s all in your hands.
It really is a small world after all, ain’t it. I, too, suffer from what you have. Sometimes I have control over what I think and other times, it is at random. Sometimes I will just see a random person and think about killing them. Sometimes I even think about torturing people, even someone that I used to like in middle school. Me, personally, I have come to accept my thoughts, even though I have seen them becoming progressively worse over the past 2-3 years. But one thing is for sure, and really listen: If your thoughts get way out of hand, and I mean WAY out of hand where every single thought throughout your day and night is “death, slaughter, murder, massacre, destruction, annihilation” or whatever, seek professional help IMMEDIATELY. If you do not seek help and you do think about that and you keep repressing those thoughts, it will lead to mental exhaustion, grief, possible insanity, and maybe even suicidal tendencies. If your thoughts get lesser and lesser as times goes on, that is good and you won’t have to worry about if you will be the next Ted Bundy or Jeffery Dahmer or Jack the Ripper. But if they do get worse, professional help immediately(!!!).
Yes I think about citing people if they are mean and rude and if they cross the line with me I think about how nice it would be to teach them not to **** with me. But I have a kid and family that would be disappointed if I did something to lock me away and I think the only way I could act on my thoughts is if the person tried to hurt my family. And video games nothing to do with any of this.
i want to kill my general practitioner and then shoot myself at my girlfriend’s place. the first didn’t give me an abortion and the second told me not to. now i live with suicidal feelings and thoughts everyday.
I find this comment very interesting.
Children can be a strain. So cab abortion. Especially when either is the result, though only partially, of someone else’s pressure on you and/or your girlfriend.
Medical professionals can stuff their unsolicited opinions. They are servants. They should just give us all the rope we need to do what they perceive as “hanging ourselves” because that’s what we pay them to do.
Instructional for medical professionals-
1) Answer the questions we ask.
2) Beat it.
I am sorry you have suicidal feelings and thoughts..it is a bad place to be..please get a counselor to help you..I wanted you to know that many women who have had abortions also lived with suicidal feelings or tried to or did committ suicide. That path also leads to deep anguish, pain, grief, and guilt. If you are not able to be a parent for whatever reason, then consider giving the baby up for adoption. It is the unselfish way to solve an unwanted pregnancy. There are many couples who long for a child and can’t have one. You can do something else wonderful for your child, someone else, and yourself. You already put your child’s needs first by not having an abortion, even though you wanted it, and that makes you a selfless person. Now give the baby up to someone who will love it and can take care of it and free yourself from this burden.
well i’m probably not as old as the rest of you guys but i fantasize about killing random people, scalping this girl i have class with with some scissors, stabbing people’s throats, stomping on people until they are a pile of flesh, ripping them apart and drinking their blood, eating their organs, and collecting their eyes. i also fantasize about impaling people and writing messages with their blood
I do it to the point where i shoot people with a finger gun, it’s normal, just don’t let it escalate into something bad.
oh yeah i do that too but i dont think its enough to satisfy my “need”
Sure, lots of people fantasize about murder. As long as your imaginary fantasies are occasionally followed up with imagining the very real consequences — pain, misery, jail, you’re probably okay.
Channel your fantasies into art. Make a movie about killing people. Write a book about it. Paint a picture about it. Sing a song about it. Some of the best works of art come from dark places, and even art with dark themes can cleanse the soul.
I think about killing people alot too, especially when I’m bored and it helps me get to sleep for some reason, I just imagine pulling out a machine gun in my school and walking around killing lots of people by just spraying everywhere and then escaping in a helicopter with a load of other people in black masks. I’m 16 so it might be a bit out of hand, my dads in the army so it might have something to do with that or maybe other things. It’s weird because I would rather shoot a person than a rabbit or a dog etc. :/
well, the OP certainly has found out, that whether or not these thoughts are *normal* or not, they certainly aren’t alone in their thoughts. I for one have thought about this topic since I was a small child. A lot of it i think stems from, well, simple hatred…
this applies to everyone…understand that you should be very careful who you tell things like this to, I once told a psychiatrist or two all of my honest thoughts and they had me committed…literally. And everyone thought i was a psycho for a long time…well…because I kind of am…but anyways, try taking up some sort of physical activity that is EXHAUSTING and that should make you hate everything less…
I on the other hand choose to not talk about it so I am glad i found this thread. But I also can’t rid my mind of these thoughts…and I have every hobby imaginable…which my work also scares people…
what it boils down to is anyone who has these thoughts certianly feels apathetic towards certain individuals, if not humanity as a whole (I really hate humans) but…
I understand right and wrong too…
actions have reactions…
if you kill people you go to prison for life
and worse…you bring shame upon your family name
and btw, all those cool, but very real jobs, (military, gov’t, mercenary, hit man) are very hard to come by…
Honestly, I always fantasize about killing my family and some people . I don’t know why but I feel so. I like them. Well, as long as it’s a fantasy, it’ll be alright.
i think about killing people every ******* day somtimes i almost do it lol i try to stop myself but its fun
to me, the thought of killing, isnt what i want ..not unless they are of wanting it or of seriously deserving it …however torturing …torturing someone to the point of them wanting to take their own life …is much more satisfying, especially the people who think they know what torture is …you know the ones im speaking of …the naive daddy’s girl twats (their cell gets turned off so they bitch and moan) ..i could teach them what bitching and what moaning is supposed to sound like. and the forgetful parents ..the ones who have children but dont really HAVE CHILDREN they ignore them they are oblivious to the fact that they arent doing whats expected of them for the child …no love …only neglect. The complainers ..no matter what situation their in they find a way to vent about their needs and their wants and how nothing lives up to them or falls short …there are more but i will stop before i turn…i dont want to spurt my ‘gruesome’ fantasies and desires too much … then you guys could use this against me if i end up in custody. but who am i kidding …some people deserve to be tortured …i call it cured but …others …others arent recognized enough by their strength and their kindness. i hate how im alone and the only way to fulfill this hole (since people fail me) is to …plan …and imagine. i wish i had someone to talk to though …about the things i think, not a psychiatrist but …a person :) i’ll stop here.
i do the same but not with gun,i fantasize about cutting my cruel father,selfish sister,mentally ill mother,and especially the fat bitch with whom my father has an affair so badly that i cut all of their flesh out of their skin…
i do it usually 2-3 time a day.
I keep tthink about killing the people that literally ruined my life and got my mum on drugs I feel like I’m goin mad and I feel like I’m really going to do it I get a satisfaction of the rest of the family crying and weeping as I shot them 1 by 1 leaving the oldest daughter til last she is the worst of em. I think about it 24/7 I have been planning it to every last detail for 2 6 years now and I feel like going round to the house and doing it the only thing that is stopping me is my nephew who was born last year and mean the world to me and I want to see him grow up other wise I would be in prison for life
we both have many things common..
i think we can share somethings with each other..i don’t know about you but i think i’ll feel better.
reply back if you agree
The difference between a psychopath and healthy people are, its healthy to have these thoughts, but its the psychopaths that act upon them.
Everyone has the feeling of wrath and hate, and sometimes thoughts of wanting to hurt someone else.
Just so long as your not a danger to yourself or anyone else, you’ll be fine.
i often imagine killing someone i that i live with that constantly ruins my life and i get joy at thinking about her dying
Wow, Finally I found people I can relate to.
I don’t know how to talk to about my fantasys. I keep thinking about kiilling pedophiles and people who don’t deserve to live on this planet, just criminals in general.
I keep thinking about it because I don’t see anything wrong about it, for example. If a pedophile is about to kill and rape 3 young boys, and you kill him before he does it. Sure you have killed someone, but you got 3 lifes in return, If you had the chance, woulden’t you do it?
I want to do it so bad because I know it’s right, it’s right to save lifes.
i think about it all the time..i know i can do it i am built strong and tough..i can easly kill someone in my school yes i am a 16 year old young men in a highschool and i am thinknig about killing people. i don’t want to and i hope i don’t actually do it but i think i wil lone day but i don’t want to do it..my lfie is great..aleast what people tell me i can get mostly what i want from my parents they love me but my step dad gets on to me alot and i sometimes think bout killing him and my mom to heck my hole family is in my fanisty about killing people…watching them bleed all over the floor and on me..i think about death all the time…i really hope i never do it..i need help and is what i think about is normal? do i need therapy?? please help me anyone.. and sometimes i almsot kill people like my brother i would choke him til he almost cannot breath..i don’t want to kill no one..
I’ve been to therapy for my fantasies, It’s something i regret. They forced me to talk about them while my mom was sitting there crying because she thinks i’m so kind of monster.
Now she sees me as a whole different person, i’m not that cute child of her’s anymore. Now she thinks that i’m a psycho, I can see it in her eyes.
I said that the fantasies had dissapered, I lied, I lied because I coulden’t stand to see my mom like that.
I know that one day i’m going to kill someone, It’s all I think about. Because later in my life fantasizing won’t do it anymore, all serial killers know that.
Everybody that is fantasizing about killing needs therapy, you should problably just try it out, maybe it will be a better experience for you then me.
I’ve decided not to get help, mainly beacuse this is who I am.
Good luck.
I am happy to report that my thoughts go to killing our enemies, in uniform, according to the Geneva Accords.
But, you might accept an invitation to go hunting with us, right? Enlistment offices are
everywhere.
Our lives are full of boredom, waiting months or years for something to happen, and then it is over in an hour, at most, and we go back to utter boredom, continuous training, until the next incursion.
I think that’s just wierd. Sorry. However, from the thread it seems pretty normal.