My ex hurt me damn badly. i want to hate her, but i cant seem to do it. sometimes i still wish we were together. but i know its not what i actually want. sometimes i hate her, times i don’t. i’m going crazy. i gotta let go.
lou on February 27th 2008 in Hate
I HATE MY FAMILY I LIVE WITH MY MOM AND AUNT & SISTER WHEN EVER THEY REFER TO ME IT’S HER OR SHE LIKE I DON’T HAVE A NAME THEY DON’T INCLUED ME IN ANYTHING THEY HATE ME FOR SOME REASON I M THE ONE PAYING THE BILLS FOR ALL THE OTHER NIGHT I CRIED MY SELF TO SLEEP THEY DON’T REALIZE IM DEPRESSED IM FULL OIF ANXIETY I HAVE BEEN HAVING CHEST PAINS FOR OVER A MONTH ON AND OFF MEDICATION HELPS A LITTLE I NEED A BREAK FROM THEM & WORK IF I DON’ T GET IT I WILL DO SOMETHING STUPID BUT HOW CAN I BREAK FREE WHEN THE BILLS WOULD MOUNT UP I FEEL LIKE IM AT THE END OF THE ROAD ONLY ONE WAY OUT
LOST SOUL on November 30th 1999 in Alone
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Someone said on 27 Feb 2008 at 9:43 pm # Quote
I had the same thoughts with my ex… it was hard for me to forget him and i cried a lot of times. i was asking myself the “what if’s” in my life… i hated him and yet a love him still. i think you’re still attached to her despite the things that now happened to you… you just need to take a deep breath first. let us all face it, it is NOT easy to forget someone especially when that person is already a big pert in our lives. He was that too but then…. i thought, it was OVER. there’s nothing i can do. all i hope was for his happiness and forgiveness to the things that had happened. i know you can too find forgiveness and happiness within you….. it’s a process but you’ll get the hang out it. you can make your negative feelings into something beautiful like helping other people… making other people relieves a broken heart… listen to a lively music (NOT LOVE MUSIC AT THIS POINT)…. prayers…. friendships…. love yourself again. i know you can do it…
bunty said on 28 Feb 2008 at 2:21 am # Quote
same here dont worry u r not alone in this case
justinian said on 11 May 2008 at 1:53 pm # Quote
Romance be it lust or love has a complex array of connotations, the trick is not to be swept away with the passion. As intense as it feels, it will pass and the intensity will burn with something or someone else.
In the meantime you should try to preserve a deep freindship, when you can cultivate a loving friendship from failing soil than you can more easily move on.