RSSVirginity to Prostitute
I’m 31 and until 2 days ago was a virgin. Tired of masturbating frequently to fantasies I decided to go to Amsterdam. I lost it to a prostitute in her early 20s and felt really bad as she was really friendly and naive and I had taken advantage of her when I should have tried to convince her to change jobs. I felt really bad afterwards but then later in day went to another prostitute to try and convince myself it wasn’t such a bad thing. The second time was better as I felt more confident but I still feel guilty. I used condoms so on problems there but don’t know how to shed the guilt.
Edward on April 7th 2008 in Guilt
dgsdg said on 08 Apr 2008 at 5:21 am # Quote
Maybe she wasn’t as naive as you think she is and she has made her own decisions and doesn’t need someone else to try to convince her otherwise.
slaop said on 09 Apr 2008 at 9:56 am # Quote
Guilty? why, it looks like you are building a healthy relationship with sex! Hopefully you can conquest even more red light whores! Kudos, kudos to you and your new ethicless life. Its nice to have company!
Edward said on 09 Apr 2008 at 10:00 pm # Quote
I’m not arrogant enough to believe that I could’ve actually persuaded her to give up prostitution but at least it would’ve been a step against prostitution. I have always considered myself against prostitution so now feel a hypocrite, also when the job of being a prostitute takes it’s toll on either woman it will be in part due to me.
For the record though I don’t plan to see another prostitute as I found the emotionless sex quite unmoving I have found kissing with girlfriends more exciting.
slaop said on 10 Apr 2008 at 10:27 am # Quote
That truly saddens me.
Anonymous said on 10 Apr 2008 at 5:49 pm # Quote
It seems to me that you’ve conformed to the idea that sex is something that one should be ashamed of. Its not. Its a natural drive!
As for trying to talk a woman out of her choice of career in a country where it is legal - she knows what she’s doing and got herself into her current situation. You paying her for sex and then demeaning her profession is a high form of hypocracy and all that you are doing is projecting your guilt onto her.
If you don’t agree with prostitution - DON’T GO TO A PROSTITUTE!