Throwing up
Posted by ashley in Guilt on May 5th, 2009 | 5 commentsI am 34 years old and have been binging and purging for 15 years. I hate that I do this and hate that I can’t stop. I don’t feel I have a person I can go to that I can trust and talk to them about my issues. I have 2 kids and a husband and don’t want to die. I’ve prayed and prayed and cried and cried. I hate feeling so helpless about food.
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News flash praying isn’t going to help seek professional help
you need help or you will die.alot of people suffer from this and there is help you just have to reach out for it.for your kids sake
you can reach within your self and stop! I’ve been there. When I really broke down and realized no matter what, what I was doing was wrong. I gained the strength to stop. Best of luck and many prayers to you.
Well it seems to me that if youre so afraid to die you would at least tell your husband. Remember that part that you and he said “for better or worst”.
I think this qualifies as a worst. Now you need to see a psychiatrist causer people that do this stuff have REALLY BAD / BIG ISSUES they are avoiding.
Also think of this. If it were YOUR daughter, would you not want to get her some help no matter what the cost?
Think about it!!!
You need to stop… you seriously need to stop. Talk to your husband, and get him to take you to a doctor. My sister used to do the same, she ended up losing over 70lbs in a short time, got osteoporosis and kidney stones at age of 18… She was so weak and so sick the doctors told my mom she’d die if she goes on like that for another month. She had to spend weeks in physiatrist hospital, under constant supervision. Years have gone by, she’s still not completely recovered. Don’t get yourself there. Please stop, for the sake of your children. They need you, just stop.