Sorry, I went to look for a prostitute
DD, i’m sorry.
all these time i’ve always wonder how it is like to have sex with other womens.
I have never touch any other girl besides you until today.
Today i decided to pay the barber shop a visit.
the place looks normal from the external, and however the real deal is a nest of prostitutes.
I got curious and my mind wasn’t telling me to stop.
I ended up ******* one of them.
now, I felt guilty.
not just that.
I am now afraid of AIDS and HIV.
this is just my 1st time and I don’t know will I be infected or not.
I did not use condom, because I wasn’t prepared at all.
Right now I only hope that I dont have AIDS and our marriage will be happy ever after.
I promise you, this is just a one time deal only.
I will never repeat and I always love you like I do.
omg, i’m scared…..
i’m really scared that i’ll have AIDS.
If you are not the women I love, I can still bare with this pressure, but NO!
Because i love you and I know that I’ve made a terrible mistake, thus I am now guilty and scared.
I’m probably the worst guy in the world and a chicken.
once again, DD, I’m very very very sorry….
I love you~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your Husband on December 22nd 2007 in Guilt
Ann said on 23 Dec 2007 at 5:23 am # Quote
jerk- so what are you going to tell her if you DO have AIDS? ‘Happy anniversary, you’re dying!’? Men never think more than 2 seconds into the future. Stupids.
Imie said on 24 Dec 2007 at 9:44 am # Quote
I think you were being selfish!
You slept with a whore because DD was the only women you had slept with and YOU wanted to know what it was like to be with another women.. So how does it feel now? To feel the outcome may be AIDS?.
Go get tested and dont be selfish again, make sure your tested before you sleep with the one you say you “love”.
Al said on 28 Dec 2007 at 4:37 am # Quote
so you say “today i decided…” and you allready know you have AIDS and HIV…
Al said on 28 Dec 2007 at 4:37 am # Quote
sorry my bad you are afraid
SusannahBea said on 02 Jan 2008 at 12:20 pm # Quote
Please make sure that you get tested for HIV/AIDS before sleeping with your lover. What you have done is terrible, but you can try to make it right. But if you don’t get yourself tested and end up giving your ‘love’ a disease… that can never be made right. Best wishes.
j said on 04 Jan 2008 at 1:29 pm # Quote
Please get tested before sleeping with DD. Make excuses not to have sex with DD until you know for sure that you are HIV negative. This may take up to 6 months. Good luck.
Someone said on 20 Feb 2008 at 8:02 am # Quote
what you mean you love her “so deeply”? You had sex with other women??? that isn’t love or close to love!
please get yourself tested in your nearest hospital/clinic to avoid further complications!
if you want something to tell her, and if you truly lover her, by all means, go to her and tell her honestly what really happened before the incident you had sex with other women!
Anon said on 18 Apr 2008 at 7:08 am # Quote
I’m sorry, but no self-respecting sex worker would go bareback with a client unless you specifically paid her extra to and she really needed the money.
So either this didn’t happen, or you actually wanted to have sex with her without a condom, in which case you knew the risks before it happened.
JJ said on 20 Apr 2008 at 3:47 pm # Quote
if you love DD, you’ll never do that..if you do that, it means your love to DD is so poor..
Danny said on 21 Apr 2008 at 8:52 am # Quote
typical men you are your brains in the end of your ***** if you have hiv/aids its called karma
Zen said on 25 Nov 2008 at 4:50 pm # Quote
I went through the same situation long time ago I was like 17 years old last year of high school and paying close attention to the stories my friends got to tell of how its feel when you have sex with a woman I ended up going to bed with a prostitute. Finally we never had sex I felt so guilty because what I was doing that I couldn’t have sex with her. There was oral contact if kissing each others in the lips french kisses means oral contact but besides that nothing else. Anyway I spended about 1 year worrying of had contract aids I tested negative. Lucky of me I had this moment of regret I just ask you to do the same is better 4 you to know the true wether is good news or bad you got to know and stop living with the blame or it could get worse. Good luck feel free to contact me if that helps hopefully everything is going to end up fine.
Anonymous said on 28 Nov 2008 at 4:55 pm # Quote
I don’t agree with a lot of commenters. I think that when a person realizes their mistake and apologized for it seriously and sincerely, they should be forgiven, but to an extent. People who realize their mistakes and wants to try to fix it instead of running away are really inspiring. And I don’t mean flimsy little mistakes.