selfish.
Posted by Em in Guilt on Aug 30th, 2010 | 7 commentsI weigh 96 pounds and still I think I need to lose more weight. I have an application on my computer that lets you figure out what you’ll weigh on a certain date depending on weight, height, how many calories you eat a day etc. According to this, I’ll be dead by January. Maybe sooner if I don’t get better. And still, all I’m planning to eat tomorrow is an apple. I’m a disgustingly selfish and vain person.
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I may not know you, but hun dont stop living life to the fullest because your afraid of how you look. I used to worry about my image and I felt really bad about myself. Yea, I tried to starve too but I realized it wasnt worth anything. What does being super skinny get you? Nothing good. Please start eating more. My birthday is in Feburaury and I hope by then you will still be alive and striving in life. Nobody derserves to die, let alone starve themself. Your beautiful the way you are and if others cant realized that, they are blind. I am 14 years old and Im a heavier girl yet I still feel beautiful, and I hope you realize just how perfect you are without going through the trouble to be skinny. Please reply back because I want to talk to you for months to come just to make sure you eat more than an apple every day and your health and self confidence improve. Please, reply back, I care.
I dont think that your such a person..everybody has troubles in their lives..you just have 2 take some time n think bout your life, what could be t begginig of your problem..
n then look if you can find help somewhere..theres always a solution
Sorry, this may or may not be helpful & is quite obvious, I’m sure.. But I bet you would look alot better with some weight on you.. Go to an eating disorder clinic.. I have battled eating disorders all my life too and have been slowly coming out on the other side
coming from someone who is recovered you should find someone to talk to. you need to take better care of yourself, and learn that its all in your head.
I know it’s hard, because you want to feel prettier. Me too. Some days I don’t want to go outside, I get so frustrated because nothing I do seems to make me look good, and I can’t understand why. I don’t feel like I have any sort of features I can enhance or dress up to make myself beautiful. But if you’re trying to be beautiful, even for yourself, is this making you feel prettier? Do you have a goal weight you want to reach? Because a lot of people think you’re too skinny.. And looking half dead, doesn’t make you pretty. But getting a healthy glow to your skin, shiny hair and nails, bright wide eyes, that will make you pretty. If you can set a goal weight (even if it’s less than most people would want) you can look beautiful if you keep yourself there. Find a number and stay there, if you drop below, try to get back up there as soon as you can! If you go above, and feel you need to lose the weight again, only lose up to the number you chose! No more!!
Good luck, I hope you find a weight that will make you feel beautiful. **** the rest of the world.
Go make some Hamburger Helper, eat it, then take a walk and look up @ the beautiful sky & be thankful you are still on this earth and have a body to take care of. Things could always backfire and not turn into what you predict they will if you don’t change your ways & smartin-up. What if you have a heart attack like that Terri Shiavo chick from messing up your electrolights & abuse of your organs & kidney function??? You could end up a VEGETABLE instead of a whiny, skinny- bitch who eats an apple a day. Remember the grass isn’t always greener on the other side??? Some food for thought… No pun intended : )
you really need therapy. I do not mean this to be an insult but life is too short to be sad.
People have a hard time with eating disorders because it is like this…. If you think you are fat, what do you think about average or slightly larger people?
The vanity is a symptom of something else. You gotta figure out what that is.