I lost you

Posted by in Guilt on Oct 18th, 2010 | 4 comments

I tried to commit suicide by overdosing. Obviously it didn’t work. I lost the little baby inside that was in there for only a couple weeks. I wasn’t sure I was pregnant but I thought there might have been chance. Now for sure I know because I bled when I’m not supposed to.
I’m sorry my little one. It’s all my fault. I love you, I’m so sorry. I told your daddy last night, my little one. He didn’t even know that I suspected that I was pregnant before. He forgives me, but I don’t know if I can forgive myself.

4 Responses to “ “I lost you”

  1. jo says:
    October 22, 2010 at 10:11 am

    i couldnt forgive myself either if I were you but you have to try. You have to think about consequences.

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  2. amy says:
    October 23, 2010 at 2:09 pm

    I’m so sorry..i feel with you…try to forgive yourself one day. God already forgave u.

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  3. tom says:
    October 24, 2010 at 2:34 am

    you are forgiven–let yourself off the hook. it’s ok. it’s ok! next time, you will know.

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  4. jo says:
    November 3, 2010 at 12:29 pm

    shame on you

    Reply

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