i had an abortion…
Posted by anonymous in Guilt on Apr 9th, 2011 | 26 commentsI had an abortion and I cry about it everyday. I killed my own child. Some days I just don’t even want to get out of bed. I feel that I don’t deserve anything good in my life anymore. I’m basically just living for my other two children. BTW, all 3 are with my husband. He didnt want the third one….I’m so sorry my little baby. I hope I can see you someday….God forgive me…
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Aww, I’m so sorry. :-( I’m praying and sending hugs your way.
This is the after thought of having a abortion. How many women are having one today. Maybe you can help them not to kill there baby.
He will forgive you; pray every day.
I know..:(( as I did the same..
My baby.. we were careless.. I killed my own baby.. Dear God, we couldnt keep her or maybe him.. If I only if I’d insisted on getting married.. I was selfish, I could go abroad and keep my baby.. My darling, I’m sorry
how can I be a mother one day?
You have children, that’s even more painful
:(( God, I cant stop crying.. my baby.. Oh, God I’m sorry I am
some pro abortion will say you are shedding crocodile tears.
and planted by some fundamentalist church
to say how awful abortion is.
abortion has psychological impact.
you have to have heart of pharaoh if
you can abort and continue to live like
you just swatted a fly.
i may not be religious but i sure i am human.
i hear your cry and anguish. and only pray you find healing and reorientation to move on in life.what has happened has happened. pray you find healing.
you did the right thing. you aren’t ready to be a mother. one day you will be. don’t punish yourself. you will one day have a child when you are ready.
she has children.you didnt read
I am sorry for your pain. You’re husband is a jerk for forcing you to do something you wanted: its your body and its your right to do whatever you want. If I were in your situation I would re-evaluate if this was a man I could be with.
well not everything can be blamed on a man.
where was she when she was getting coerced to abort. she should take up responsibility for once. she is the one who aborted.not her husband.
yeah thats is so true she cant blame on her husband.
I think this “abortion horror story” post is a plant by the antiabortion-industrial complex to give themselves a platform to disseminate propaganda.
Word my friend.
and you are a pro abortionist planting a story how great it is to abort.
alpha and omega. you are god. you decide who lives and who dies. how powerful is that?
Please don’t be so hard on yourself. Be kind. That’s all you can do. Love yourself and be kind to your children and love them. Maybe it was best for your baby to not come to a family where he was not wanted. He is fine.
I hope you feel better. Forgive yourself.
i know it hurts really bad. same thing happen to me not to long ago.and i had an abortion just like you … at that time i wasnt too sure ..but i know now i really want my baby back. it was my choice. no one could tell me whatsoever.pray for god for forgiveness. your baby in heaven right, forgive your self and will see them in heaven one day
I agree with alphandomega. This story is plausible because of her being a mother, but the anonymous poster at 4:32 am seems ridiculous. I have gotten one before and although it took me maybe a week (some it can last up to a month) to get over it, it didn’t traumatize me the way people on here are acting like it should. Most women (nearly all) can pick up and move on.
Don’t lie to make your beliefs seem stronger. It’s just wrong.
A week to get over having an abortion? A month? I think it would take a lifetime to get over. at 18 days after conception, the heartbeat begins. That’s life. I’m sorry, but I can’t imagine taking my own child’s life.
Hi. I am a psychologist… grief is experienced very differently by various people… we have no right to judge her for her pain.
Hunny maybe the abortion was the right thing to do if you wernt ready yet but if your in regret why not try again im only young infact im 13 and i dont no nothing about babys but i think you shold should talk to someone confes your fellings xx
why aren’t we reading how happy the pro choice were in their abortion?
here she says she was traumatized.
abortion causes trauma.
does that need a horn to announce?
lots of things cause trauma. life is not a “success only” & “happiness only” journey. having a child when you are not prepared to raise it will cause a trauma that causes a lifetime of PAIN and suffering.
I cannot believe some of the responses on here, this poor woman has poured her heart out and needed to reach out to get out some of the pent up pain, not for anyones judgement but to have said it to someone. I know because I had an abortion over 12 years ago now, when I was 15 and it was the loneliest time of my life, I could tell no one and even to this day I wouldnt tel anyone I know for fear of judgement. I never got over it and someone commented that it took a month or so and they got over it – It doesnt work that way for everyone. Granted I get on with day to day but the slightest thing will trigger all the memories and feeling of loneliness and guilt and pain and I will be right back there feeling miserable. I am sure that as a couple they discussed it and made the decision together convincing themselves it would be for the best but we all have regrets, she is not blaming her husband for it. Maybe he regrets it too.
I offer you my empathy for I knw whaat your going through and it will get easier but it will always be in teh back of your mind. Might I suggest having a chat with a councellor or someone to get it out and help you deal with it.
meg
at 19, 21, and 42….the sorrow and regret are unspeakable. God,please fix my soul and forgive me.
you didnt kill anyone. the baby was not yet alive.
I feel your pain! 7 days ago, i kill my own baby too. We weren’t in a serious relationship, we were being careless and irresponsible…. I have always wanted to be a mother… It’s been my dream. It got shattered when he told me he didn’t want it. I lost my job the day after i found out i was pregnant. My baby is always on my mind…. I to pray every day for God forgiveness…. and pray that he will give me the opportunity and privilege to be a mother again…. be strong!
l feel hw you are feeling ,because l have also been through it not because l wanted to but um still in school and the sex was accidental neither did l enjoy it, but l believe God is a merciful father so long we come to him with a humble heart and ask for forgiveness with an earnest heart ,he is faithful and just to forgive our sins!!
um sorry too