I broke a promise

I promised that I wouldn’t purge again, but last night I did. Now I remember why I did so often before. It makes me feel better. Almost peaceful. In control. I don’t want anyone to be upset if they find out, but part of me wants to purge again. I like purging. I know that probably sounds stupid, but it’s how I feel.

2 Responses to “ “I broke a promise”

  1. maggie says:

    It’s weird how it makes you feel good in a bad way, eh? I remember that. Don’t give up just because you slipped up once. You can beat this. I haven’t for four years now, and I’m so much happier.

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