RSSI am a murderer
Yes, I committed a murder, and no one knows about it, they all thought it was an accident.
I held my 8 years old niece and I threw her from seventh floor, after I tried to abuse her, and she was going to tell my brother-her father-about it, the window was low so they thought she fell while playing.
I run to the bathroom after throwing her and I pretended to get out of it on hearing her screams.
I can’t bare it anymore, I thought many times about killing myself, but I am afraid to do it.
I think confessing will remove some of the load from my heart, but still I am a murderer.
murderer on September 20th 2008 in Guilt
nemesis said on 20 Sep 2008 at 10:29 am # Quote
it is not the answer to run away from the truth. u kill a life and u should desirve what u done, coz u will never rest in ur hole life if u keep it to ur self, u would rather destroy urself, i think “its my opinion” to tell the police tha u kill here, and yes u may go to breson and stay ur last year there, but im sure u will be much better
anonymous said on 20 Sep 2008 at 11:50 am # Quote
what kind of sick person are you to KILL your young neice after she tried to get help from abuse you tried to inflict on her?!! you should be in jail! i hope you get what you deserve. your brother will find out what happened and justice will be served. that poor little is looking down on you right now and sees the disgusting evil freak you are. just turn yourself in, thats the least you can do..considering that you did KILL her and take her away from those who really loved her. you are worthless and i hope you get raped and killed one day.
Anonymous said on 20 Sep 2008 at 6:45 pm # Quote
I know what you feel, pal. I hope you surrender to the police, pray for her soul to be peace and you….TO BURN IN HELL…MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
Light said on 21 Sep 2008 at 1:03 am # Quote
Confess it’s the best you can do, and pray for forgiveness from your brother and your family. You took a humans life after trying to inflict pain to her, you know very well that you deserve to be punished, because if you don’t confess you know you will always be hunted be what you did and that will destroy you little by little.
anonymous said on 21 Sep 2008 at 9:31 am # Quote
omg….how irresponsible of you….you are an adult,you are not retarded,you have your brain to think about your actions and their consequences…you are now a murderer….what can you do to make it better?…if what you’re looking for is a way that will make it easy for you,i don’t think that’s there’s one,there’s nothing you can do for you….but there is one thing you can do for others,specially for your brother,and that is to confess…
Dr. Randall L. Borten said on 21 Sep 2008 at 11:04 am # Quote
As hard as you try, you will never be able to rid yourself of the guilt as long as you keep it inside — it will gradually eat away at you, tormenting you in your thoughts and dreams, until you either suffer a nervous breakdown or take your own life. You’ve taken a big step in revealing your indiscretion here but, in order to relieve your soul of the burden which you’ve placed upon it, you must make a public confession to those which have been most affected by your actions…only then will you be free.
Rectum said on 24 Sep 2008 at 8:07 pm # Quote
1) You are a pedophile because you wanted to abuse your niece. 2) You are a murderer because you killed her. 3) You don’t deserve to be alive because what you did was one of the most terrible things that someone could do.
J said on 25 Sep 2008 at 5:02 am # Quote
You need to confess what you did…not only did you take a life of an innocent child, but you ruined her family’s life but taking her from them.
Someone who feels sorry for u said on 28 Sep 2008 at 9:47 pm # Quote
first of all, unplug ur computer (or atleast dont come back to check the replies after u post ur messages)
the people who visit this website are probably not in the their right senses.
what you do NEED to do is to confide it to someone very close to you and in the worst case, get medical help.
It’ll be alright, i understand how much pain it has caused you. What you did when you were young wasnt right, BUT
1. you were too young then
2. All the pain/guilt has probably punished you enough so that you’ve learnt from your mistakes.
Go confide in someone who you trust. It’s gonna be allright..take care
Anonymous said on 29 Sep 2008 at 8:17 am # Quote
I cannot understand how peoeple like you still on earth. What is the reason to have someone like you living and enjoying life; while you hurt so many people. I have no merci for people like you. You should be in jail for life, and get riped everyday and you wont be able to do anything about it; just like the little girl she was not able to do anything about it. After all, you will finish in hell.
anonymous said on 29 Sep 2008 at 8:18 am # Quote
I cannot understand how peoeple like you still on earth. What is the reason to have someone like you living and enjoying life; while you hurt so many people. I have no merci for people like you. You should be in jail for life, and get riped everyday and you wont be able to do anything about it; just like the little girl she was not able to do anything about it. After all, you will finish in hell.
K said on 29 Sep 2008 at 3:56 pm # Quote
stop thinking about it man. don’t be afraid. give in to the retribution requested by your mind and soul. end your life.
kira said on 01 Oct 2008 at 3:17 am # Quote
you did a very big mistake !!! i mean you are an adult and you should have brain right? but enought of this you tried to rape this little girl and that was the stupidest thing that you could have ever done in you life !!! and after this you killed her so she would keep quiet and pretended it was an accident . that in itself was a smart move to save your ass, many would have done the same despite what they say , your were in panick ,but that is not an excuse !! the thing is you shouldn’t do something not carefully planed and that you can not assume . they say you should confesse ,but i think that is cowardice !! because you can only cause more pain with this confession ! do you think your brother will feel better if you tell him “i killed her ,but i’m really sorry” i don’t believe in god so i don’t know about praying .the only thing i know is if you skrew up have at least the guts to assume it!!!!
kira the shinigami
Jaunty Mellifluous said on 01 Oct 2008 at 10:58 pm # Quote
I’m sorry to hear that. You shouldn’t have done it. Always be sorry for what you did. Don’t be afraid of people finding out what you had done.
Just face it when if and when the moment comes. Pray that others will forgive you. You’re sorry about what you did and that’s all that matters.
You can confide in the one person you trust the most that will make you feel better.
A person who sincerely loves you will forgive you for it and it will make your heart feel light.
But always feel sorry for what you did.
-Just A Phantom Passer said on 03 Oct 2008 at 11:42 am # Quote
If you killed once, then you must be apathetic enough to do it again. Apathetic means ‘lack of emotion’. You see, it would be easy to kill another person if you already killed yourself Spiritually and Mentally Corrupted, because you have not the emotion to ‘FEEL’ for ‘ANYTHING’ or ‘ANYONE’ anymore. This dark sea of water you sunk your soul in has became apart of you. Now you are the Darkness. And you will always be hated for what you did, and in pain for it, perhaps thats the only thing you do feel.. So do only what you can do and step forth to the darkness calling you.. and fight fire with fire!.. and kill all the bad people you can find. Find Pedophiles, find molesters and rapists and destroy them. Maybe after that you will feel like you atleast serve some perpace even though your a sick ****!… And then, that will be the only good growing within you, that you can atleast help others…tell no one what you did, justice wont be served! until the justice of millions is served!….and when humpty dumpty falls and all comes to an end, all the kings horses and all the kings men, you will end..
Study Psychology, group psychology and hang out at Bars, and clubs, and that sort of thing, get to know the sick **** types that hang out in some of these areas with simple entertainment attributes that they all share in common, so that you will know your enemy well enough to hunt them down.
Study Science, expand your mind, exspecially in forensics, and weapons.
Study actual crime scene events to get an idea how to get around things, how it works, how the system works, etc.
Learn to think like a hacker, they can get around things, not just computers. The system is basically like a computer in some philosophical ways.
Learn to think like a director and act like an actor. Plot your visual minded murders with the art of creativity, visual analogy, PLUS with the knowledge you have been teaching yourself.
Act and gain confidence enough to lie to the polices face, and get away with it. So when they interigate you and look you in the eyes, they wont see or feel anything of the truth because the truth is your soul is a long ways down into the darkness..
-Learn how to get past lie detectors and how the Judical and Police system works.
-Know your rights and learn to think like a LAWYER, to get around things.
Knowledge truly is power, use it too your will. Creativity however is the most dangerous weapon when you ADD KNOWLEDGE TO IT!
-Just A Phantom Passer
Anonymous said on 04 Oct 2008 at 12:46 pm # Quote
YOU ARE A MONSTER! HOW COULD YOU DO SUCH A TERRIBLE THING TO A CHILD! ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT KARMA IS A BITCH! AND TO THOSE WHO FEEL SORRY FOR THIS PERSON, ARE YOU SERIOUS! HE MURDERED A CHILD!!
Anonymous said on 06 Oct 2008 at 3:03 pm # Quote
I really don’t have any words to say. I am mortified. You need to turn yourself in.
Anonymous said on 08 Oct 2008 at 6:18 am # Quote
If you are indeed telling the truth, which I sort of doubt you are (why would anyone confess to a murder over the internet?), then you should confess this to your local police department and clear your concious. You have to pay for what you did. Consider it obligatory.
Think about this: what goes around comes around. This is not a religous statement or anything other than that which I have experienced for myself. I am not saying that you will be the victim of a murder, but I firmly believe that if we spread evil then it reciprocates back to us, but if we spread good then it reciprocates back to us as well. Think about that for a second, my friends.
Anonymous said on 11 Oct 2008 at 3:51 am # Quote
you did a horrible thing to a little girl, but God forgives, please talk to God and pray for forgivenss to receive peace to your soul.
M said on 15 Oct 2008 at 10:59 am # Quote
Why can men only think about sex first?
missy said on 17 Oct 2008 at 1:19 pm # Quote
You need to think about this. What you did was WRONG, and just by confessing on some www you don’t deserve to be rid of your sins! Turn yourself in, either that or….well who knows, you are screwed up killing another human being
k said on 26 Oct 2008 at 9:05 pm # Quote
Turn yourself in. You will feel much better.
cold evening said on 03 Nov 2008 at 8:03 pm # Quote
adopt a poor girl child and take care of her with all you heart and support her always in her life… may be u will feel relax..
Princess Starbucks said on 05 Nov 2008 at 2:12 am # Quote
WTF! That last thing you need to do is adopt a child. You deserve to burn in hell….
Melissa said on 11 Nov 2008 at 10:07 pm # Quote
Clearly you wanted to get this off your chest. God knows what was going through your mind when you first tried to abuse your niece, then killed her, but the demons of guilt will always follow you, and you MUST confess and get the punishment you deserve. The guilt will never go away, but the fact that you feel guilt at least shows there is some humanity in you. Do the right thing. Please.
Tony said on 13 Nov 2008 at 4:10 am # Quote
If what you say is true then you are a child molester and a murderer.
If you are telling the truth you also feel no empathy towards anyone or anything. Also you are a narssisis.
You are basically someone who really doesn’t feel any guilt towards killing a child.
The only thing you want is not being castigated for what you did cause in your eyes you did nothing wrong.
And it doesn’t matter what anyone here tells you cause you will continue to harbor this little secret till the day you drop dead. You are by nature a weak man both physically and mentally.
You realize that if you go to prison you WILL get raped and maybe die of AIDs or get stabbed to death by one of the various gangs in the system especially when they learn you are a child killer.
The best we can hope for you is to maybe get car jacked and shot in the face with a shotgun, resulting in a slow painful death. Even that would be too merciful for you.
And the sad part is that if your brother found out he would kill you like the useless piece of human trash that you are and be man enough to do his time like a man.
But to be honest if I was a juror in his trial he would walk away a free man and I would walk up to him and commend him for disposing of human trash like you!
In the end you will burn in hell.
anonymous said on 14 Nov 2008 at 2:51 pm # Quote
I have read your confession. I feel I must respond. As a Christian, I know the love and forgiveness Christ offers. The point of the Christian faith is that Christ died for us all, so that we can have the forgiveness you so desperately seek. The very fact that you feel guilty is proof that God is working in your heart. I think you must confess this to your family, but ultimately you must also ask forgiveness from God. It is a lie that you will burn in Hell. Jesus paid the penalty for your sin and mine, so that we will be forgiven when we do wrong, but you must accept the gift God has given you. I am not a crazy Christian, who lurks on websites and harrasses people who don’t believe. I am a Christian counselor and I know of many, many people delivered from depression, guilt, unforgivess and set free from the despair you feel. Then, after confessing your secret, if you do go to prison, your heart will be free. That is much better than the “prison” you are in now, in which you see now way out, other than suicide. Stop reading hatred filled responses to this post. If we all go what we deserved, we would all burn in hell. I am praying for you. I also think you should find a good christian counselor in your area to explain Christianity to you, and help you sort it through. Even if you don’t believe, you owe it to yourself to check it out. Do you have a bible? Start reading it. In there you will find words of solace encouragement and truth.Read through the Psalms, and read the gospel of John. But your must bring your dark secret into the light. Only then will the healing begin, for everyone.
Earthwalker said on 16 Nov 2008 at 5:20 am # Quote
Its coming for you.
guru said on 15 Dec 2008 at 10:06 pm # Quote
The world is ****** up. False religion has tricked people into thinking sex is bad. Because of this men are unable to express themselves properly. This is why child rape happens. Don’t kill yourself over it though it won’t allow you to escape. Try to avoid jail as well, society is not set up perfectly. You are a good person now because you have learned from what has happened. Don’t throw that away. Let time heal the confessional needs.
JustMe said on 18 Dec 2008 at 6:23 am # Quote
After reading this confession and some of the responses, I am truely disturbed by the lack of compassion people have.
I will not pretend that I think what you did is wrong but it is clear that you are hurting and came to this site as a way of healing.
You really should go to the police and tell them what happened. Going to your brother yourself might be a dangerous idea because in his anger he may hurt you. Write him a letter explaining everything and exactly how you feel. Don’t hold back. He needs to hear everything.
Be honest with what you did. You will have to serve jail time and pay for what you did but it is a lot better than lying all your life and living with regret.
Be strong and do what is right.
I’m sorry this happened and am sure the little girl in heaven will forgive you once you admit your guilt.
Anonymous said on 19 Dec 2008 at 4:09 am # Quote
What this man did was horrific and he needs to be punished BUT telling him he doesn’t deserve to live is wrong.If he kills himself noone will ever know the truth and he won’t truly be punished.He needs to go forward with what he did and accept his punishment.For murdering a child it needs to be the death sentence.My bil’s brother killed his gf’s 2yr old daughter in 07.He was a good guy but even though I know him I still feel he should be put to death.Children cannot defend themselves and because of that people who hurt them should get the harshest punishment out there.I have 3 kids and one in Heaven (miscarriage) I would kill someone if they hurt my babies.When I miscarried the one it devastated me.If I see on the news where a young child was murdered I break down because even though I don’t know that child or family personally that’s still a young child who didn’t get to live a long life.YOU OWE THE CHILD YOU MURDERED.STAND UP BE A MAN AND TURN YOURSELF IN.LET YOUR BROTHER KNOW WHAT YOU DID BUT DO IT AFTER YOUR BEHIND BARS SO HE DOESN’T KILL YOU AND END UP GOING TO JAIL FOR YOUR MURDER.I hate the fact that if a person kills your child you will go to jail for murder if you kill them….grrrrrr
LuV2ReAdYrCoNfEsSiOnS said on 19 Dec 2008 at 4:11 am # Quote
guru said:
How can you tell this man to avoid jail???He killed and INNOCENT CHILD..DAMN IT WAS HIS NIECE.
JustMe said on 21 Dec 2008 at 8:15 pm # Quote
Being put to death?
Is that all you people can think of?
You really think that execution is right?
Maybe you’re the one that has something wrong with you. This man is clearly troubled and regretting what he did. He’s reaching out for a little support. He knows what he did is wrong.
If you want to kill someone for killing another, doesn’t that make you just as bad as him? At least he’s admitting his guilt and not bitching about how the little girl should have died for threatening to rat him out!
You should be ashamed of yourself!
The death penalty is NOT an option. If you really think it helps detour criminals, think again. Take a look at the stats. The states that have the death penalty actually have a HIGHER crime rate than the states that don’t.
And how many innocent people will be put to death with the penalty in place?
Do some research and have a heart. You make me sick.