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I’ve known this boy on myspace and his name was Ryan. I’ve loved him deep inside, but I never told him that(It made him love me more)… He loved me too and kept saying that to me… So one day, I tld him that it was time to end our relationship because we were miles away… he told me i love you for the last time in a voice recorder that was sent on my email… the next week, his parents talked to me online and said he comitted suicide and had a note saying I love her mom and dad tel her that I love her… now i keep crying and saying to myself i love you too Ryan, i love you too
EmoGurl on June 11th 2008 in Guilt
Princess Starbucks said on 11 Jun 2008 at 1:00 am # Quote
First off, my deepest condolences to you for your lose. However, I can not imagine you were the sole reason he ended his life. I just don’t see how one can simply decide to kill them selves because of the simple words goodbye via Myspace to whom he never even meet in person. I am almost certain there was allot more to him then you know of so please don’t feel guilty for someone else’s actions. You did what you had to do and you did what your heart told you to do.
geoff said on 11 Jul 2008 at 3:12 am # Quote
What I would like to know is why didn’t you say that you loved him I’m sure if he were to have known he might have moved when he had the availible funds to do so.I have to write that I feel sorry that he did that and now he will never know that you actually did want him. Don’t blame yourself for his actions you could not controll what he was going to do if you did know you would have done something to try to help him.
Tiger said on 18 Aug 2008 at 3:57 am # Quote
hey hon, why believe people? How did his folks get into his account just to tell you that their insane kid killed himself. Every asian has a fantasy of moving abroad using internet relationships as a tool. You did nothing. What other option did you have? Marry a moron who commits suicide over a relationship that was imaginary? Liking someone is a normal thing but reality starts when you start living together. Life a happy life now!
Sherika said on 25 Sep 2008 at 7:45 am # Quote
Yeah I agree princess starbucks!! There’s was more to his story than just u telling him goodbye.. Simply look at it this way..its a good thing u ended it..because he was not emotionally stable enough to be a NORMAL person..maybe if u two were ACTUALLY together..u wud’ve seen the WORST side of him in a couple of years..maybe months!! So cheer up!! I hate to judge..but it sounds like this dude was a psycho!!
And another thing..how did his parents know which girl to contact…?? and WHY would they go out of their way..on his messenger or page…knowing his password an all..jus to tell YOU he committed suicide!!?? That seems kinda fishy.
jazbeavan said on 30 Sep 2008 at 6:57 pm # Quote
i do not believe in long distance affair, that doesn’t work out for two people really in love with each other. Your just moved or driven away by his looks perhaps, the way he spoke etc. Just move on gurl