Change

I want to go away for a week and have no one know where I am, that I am gone, or when I will be back. I don’t want any questions or comments, I just want a break from my life.
Its really confusing. I cheated on my boyfriend with my best friend, now I want back with my boyfriend but I hate the thoughts of being a prick to either one..I really love them both.
I wish I could make things right again..but I am not sure what right is.. The trip away would help..problem is I have too many people nosing into what I do to get away like that…I wish I wasn’t 30 and still at home.

Guiltygus on June 7th 2008 in Confused, Guilt

One Response to “Change”

  1. Me too....... said on 16 Jun 2008 at 4:53 pm # Quote

    I know what you are feeling….5 months ago I felt the same “burn” to get away! Oh wow it was awful, that was all I was thinking about, it affected my daily routines! I finally did it though…I left for 8 days. It was the trip that saved my sanity…you just have to do it.

    Tell them you need this time to get your thoughts together and take off!! I dont know where you are, but Vegas is ALWAYS the best place to escape to….catch a flight and JUST GO! You deserve to give yourself this time away!
    Good luck!

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