Change
Posted by Guiltygus in Confused, Guilt on Jun 7th, 2008 | 2 commentsI want to go away for a week and have no one know where I am, that I am gone, or when I will be back. I don’t want any questions or comments, I just want a break from my life.
Its really confusing. I cheated on my boyfriend with my best friend, now I want back with my boyfriend but I hate the thoughts of being a prick to either one..I really love them both.
I wish I could make things right again..but I am not sure what right is.. The trip away would help..problem is I have too many people nosing into what I do to get away like that…I wish I wasn’t 30 and still at home.
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I know what you are feeling….5 months ago I felt the same “burn” to get away! Oh wow it was awful, that was all I was thinking about, it affected my daily routines! I finally did it though…I left for 8 days. It was the trip that saved my sanity…you just have to do it.
Tell them you need this time to get your thoughts together and take off!! I dont know where you are, but Vegas is ALWAYS the best place to escape to….catch a flight and JUST GO! You deserve to give yourself this time away!
Good luck!
you need to get away from your friend or your boyfriend. there is no room in you life for both