I had depression for about a year. The thing is, I faked a lot of things and did a lot of it for attention. I know Im a terrible person and I feel really guilty. Im doing it less and less, trying to stop, because i know its horrible. I dont even know how much of it was real anymore. Im an attention whore and … Continue reading Faking
When we were teens, my step sister was abducted and assaulted. Now, I keep wondering about the details, imagining what may have happened. I feel guilty for thinking about it like that, but I still do. Continue reading I keep wondering about my step sister’s abduction
I had an abortion and I deserve to die for it. Continue reading abortion
A few days ago, I slept with a male friend while my husband was out of town visiting relatives. It only happened, once, I swear, and I did not intend for it to happen. I didn’t set out looking to cheat. We’d had a little to drink, and it just happened. I that doesn’t excuse it though. Now, I feel incredibly guilty. I can’t even … Continue reading I hate myself for having cheated.
Years ago my girlfriend moved in with me. She brought her dog which was old, had chronic body oder, and was mean. It tried biting me a couple times, always growled at me, and eventually bit a kid. One night I had enough so I staryed spraying wasp poison at it to spite it. The dog was biting at the stream and injested a large … Continue reading Killed gf’s dog… maybe…
I sit in my room and pretend to do homework for hours on end, i already know I’ve failed my class but i want my parents to think I tried my hardest. I feel guilty. Continue reading guilt
6 years ago I found $1098.83 slot machine ticket on the floor and cashed it in. Continue reading Found money at the casino
I can’t stop lying, I lie to everyone. I think it comes from a deep-rooted sense that I am not good enough for anyone. I just hate myself. My workplace all think I was a successful entrepreneur when I was younger. I am not. I was actually sat depressed in my room for a year very ill because I couldn’t stop lying. I just want … Continue reading Lying
I drove drunk tonight. Again. Maybe I was buzzed. Regardless, I’ve done this before. It makes me so ashamed of myself. I’m terrified of getting caught and I know I will eventually, and I want to stopen. I feel as though my actions will catch up with me, though, and I hate I do this to myself. I feel pathetic. I always ask God for … Continue reading DUI
I’m not sure why I’m doing this, but I thought it might help. I feel guilty rather easily, but I’m not looking for pity or anything like that. Another student on my course trusted me with a note to slip under my housemate’s door. She clearly really trusted me to do this and I could see that she was physically anxious about it. I took … Continue reading Trustworthy?