I hate adulthood. I went from being surrounded by friends in high school and college to suddenly having none in university. Those same friends I used to spend time with seem to have abandoned me and don’t even have time to answer any messages i send them although they have time for everyone else. I hate my job, I like school but can’t muster up the motivation to do schoolwork because I work too much to be able to afford school in the first place. My whole family thinks I am loser, and even they don’t want to spend much time with me. I have no luck with men and am still a virgin who has never even been kissed.