RSSI want my own
I have a lot of friends. I love them all, really. They’re great.
I love how we’re all so different, but still have so many things in common.
Selfharm and depression is something we’ve all been through, and talked about,
but the problem is that I still get depressed sometimes. I think they do too, but they don’t admit it all that much.
I have this one friend that told me to call her if things get real bad,
but I can never trust her to be there or get the small hints I drop,
because I could never just say that I feel bad.
The problem with my friends is that they are too distant. They have other friends that I feel they trust more than me, and you might say I’m jealous, but it bothers me a lot. I want someone for my own, my friend. The kind I can call or visit any time and know that they won’t mind. Truth is I had a friend like that once, but life split us up.
I just want one friend that I don’t have to share.
Insignificant on April 25th 2008 in Friends
Anonymous said on 28 Apr 2008 at 12:28 am # Quote
I know exactly what you mean =]
Someone! said on 01 May 2008 at 4:31 am # Quote
i felt the same way. but i realized that, if they don’t want me as part of their priority, what for for me to cry a tear for them. it was painful at first but i did get over it. you’ll find friends who’ll really be there to call and spend time with any day.