Secret Confessions

i hate my bestfriend,she is so much prettier than me,so much more popular than mee.but thats not even the worst part,not to long ago she was the frumpy fat girl who everyone hated and now everyone likes her,everyone wants to be her and everyone wants her…and its never fair…is there somthing wrong with me? i have lost respect for myself because not only do i hate my bestfriend who i have been friends with since second grade but i’m willing to do anything to be better than her…=[*

ok…so my daughter is 11 years old, her father and I have been broke up since she was three years old. But our sexual relationship didnt end when we broke up, instead he told me if I wanted money for him to help me with our daughter we had to fuck..so basically for like three years we kept that kind of relationship up, even when I had a live in boyfriend..He didnt care and he actually repulsed me, I just didnt want to put him on child support b/c my car was in his name and I was afraid he wld take it! Thats the kind of spiteful person he is. Then finally years later he meets someone! Thank God, and the bitch is so jealous of me and I dont know why b/c i was actually pregnant and living with my boyfriend at the time, but for whatever reason she hates me and takes shit out on my kid when she goes and sees her dad for the weekend!! I hate this chick so much, beacuse every since she and my childs father has gotten together he totally neglects his daughter. Yeah, he now pays me child support but he never sees my daughter and its freaking killing me for her!
I want to freaking strangle his ass and hers!! I know its his fault, he should man up and tell that bitch i do have a daughter!!

Oh, and here is the real kicker, the bitch goes off and gets pregnant a year after being with him, and so its even worse now. My daughter comes home crying saying that the \\”BITCH\\” is mean to her and I dnt knw what to do, b/c her dad doesnt take up for her at all…I always have to be her voice!! So this whore gets a facebook page, and here we havent talkd in about a year and she invites me to look at her page, and there is tons of shit about their new kid, pics of them together how they are soooo happy and how they are wanting to have another baby b/c their so is an only child!! HELLLO i want to yell he has a fucking daughter already!!! Nothing about my child on her stinkin ass page….and then her father hasnt seen my daughter in three weeks…so he calls and says \\”Hey I cant get taylor this weekend\\”! I say ok, no biggie cuz we are use to it. Then I go look on that skanks facebook and there are pics from that weekend of them at the lake??????? Does ne one see anything wrong with this at all?? or am i blowing this all way out?? So i confront the bastard and asked why his daughter wasnt good enough to join them at the lake…and he says to me….how did you know? i told him about the facebook…yayaddda yada…and he said\\” well I didnt even want to go with her, she had to beg me, and has been begging me to go with her for weeks\\”! I said humm….so I sent the skank a mess letting her know that I dnt appreciate her taking my daughters time away with her dad, so she can go to the lake when she had to beg him to go with her. She did that just b/c she knew it was his weeknd with our daughter!!!!! ANd he fell for it!!

She gets mad b/c her man told me she begd and sent me the nastiest email i cld ever get! telling me when I was pregnant with my duaghter that her dad didnt even want her, and that He told her he wanted to kick me in my pregnant belly!!!!!! omg!!! said i was jealous of them and spying on them!! And that i was mad, b/c he wanted their SON and not our daughter!! I was so pissd off….I printed that shit out, and he came over and I showed him, and all that bastard said was…she apologized to him!! to freaking him not me!!! And he wanted to know who started contact with whom first?? I was like thats not even the issue, the issue is your daughter and you dont give a fuck about her!!Ohhh I cld go on and on, and if i cldnt go to prison I swear i wld hurt her baD!!! i cant stand that bitch!!! well i just had to get this off my chest, nobody understands me about this issue. They all say iam too old to be argueing like this!! I let them know, shes my daughter, and I wldnt give a damn what they do as long as it doesnt interfer with my daughter going to her dads!! I am all she has, I am her voice, and I feel like i constantly have to Voice what I think is wrong. I dont really know how the skank even got involved with issues dealing with our daughter, I guess she feels like since shes with him that she has all the right in the world! and all I want to do Is punch her in tha face just so I wld feel better, even if for a moment!!

i hate this one girl…
she was currently my exbf gf right now…
i didnt know her personally, i just knew her because i once visited her site…
but anyway…
she is such a slut…
she keeps on checking my site
my exbf..who was my contact in my site posted pictures of the two of them having PDA or whatever..and of course i always stumbled into those albums…
and it made me really really mad…becoz its like his telling me that he found someone better to replace me!!!
and the girl isnt that beatiful…!!!
i showed to all of my friends the pictures of the girl and they said she’s not even close to pretty!!
what the hell!!
i so want to ruin their relationship!