RSSscared of intimacy
The idea of having sex really scares me…my friends tell me how beautiful i am, but when i look in the mirror all i want is to look like someone else…
how could anyone love me or bear to look at me naked when i cant like my own face!
perhaps its because i was fostered and adopted lots of times that i cant learn to love myself….how can i when so many of my ‘parents’ couldnt bring themselves to love me?
anonymous on October 21st 2008 in Fear
Anonymous said on 21 Oct 2008 at 6:13 am # Quote
I DON’T KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU. PLEASE TAKE CARE.
anonymous said on 22 Oct 2008 at 8:04 am # Quote
of course they can’t,because apparently they are people with no qualifications to be parents…
being a parent is about loving and taking care of your child,and they didn’t do that.
i have a feeling that when they took you,it was just to make themselves feel better.they did a very poor job,because apparently you’re smart,and they didn’t care except about themselves…
so start saying words that i’m beautiful.even if you don’t believe them at first,you will eventually…because although I don’t know you,i can figure out from the way you wrote that u are beautiful for sure from the inside,and that’s what matters at the end of the day…
dr sadia said on 22 Oct 2008 at 8:28 pm # Quote
my fav writer says..no body wud love u untill n unless u love ur ownself…
u r special u r individual u r unique..
so be urself…
u hav the potential atlest to say anything about ur ownself n ur surroundings..
speak out n be relaxed..
i m here to listen to u….
take good care..