Scared

Everything scares me. I can’t picture myself having a future. I’m afraid of who I am and who I could become again. I struggle with relapse, and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it because I’m afraid they’ll be disgusted by me. I should have never gotten started with it in the first place.

4 thoughts on “Scared

  1. I am scared all the freaking time. I can’t be trusted to do anything if left being up to me to do it. Anxiety disorder makes for the stupidest most annoying life ever. Addiction? Yeah I have one too. Only it’s not to drugs. It’s to torturing animals. So feel better. We all suck at something

  2. You sound somewhat like me. But the thing is, your so worried over everything. You need to stop that, just follow this quote “We’ll cross the bridge when we get there”. It means that you should leave thoughts like “I don’t have a future” and things like that for the future you to worry about. This is the present. And don’t ever be embarrassed to talk to someone for help, sometimes no one know your problems unless you allow them to help.

  3. I would actualy like to know how do you cope with bad situations because I’ve been busy with going to parties getting wasted figting I’m a alcholic at this moment over one stupid crush.Witch ironicaly crushed e with a few simple words.’I don’t want to get in a relationship because she dosnt want to hurt anybody else.’…WTF? Am I wrong for being upset?

  4. Okay, but you have. So, forgive yourself and realize that millions of people are also struggling with addiction, and they are good people just like you. After you do this, please get into an in or out patient program and resume your recovery one day at a time. You can do it. No need any longer to feel scared. True forgiveness brings courage. Take good care now and let us know how you’re doing.

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