I’m still afriad

when i was little my mom and dad split up because my dad is a crack head. later on my mom got a boyfriend when i was 12, and he was a MONSTER. he would come in to my room and beat me senseless no matter if he was sober or drunk. And tell me my dad is dead, and mentally abuse me even locking me out of my house in 20 below weather in just a t-shirt and jeans. he never raised his hand to my older sister though, because i was the one that didn’t obey his every word. its been 5 to 6 years since he finally left, but i still have nightmares of him. but just one where i’m in bed and i wake up to him chocking me to death, and i wake up in complete fear crying. it was the worst 4 years of my life, and still haunts me today.

2 thoughts on “I’m still afriad

  1. So sorry to hear of the horrendous way that you were treated. Did you ever tell your mother, sister and other family members and have you confronted your mother’s Monstrous boyfriend? If you haven’t done so, it would likely be therapeutic at least for you to tell your folks. Your horrible dreams will end though when you get into therapy and heal from the terrible abuse that done you. Take care and bless you.

    1. I’m really sorry to hear that you were treated so horribly. No one should ever feel like that. I can’t suggest anything that could help enough because I dono how it feel but I could suggest you doing very relaxing workouts or exercises and then when ever you are in a happy moment listen to a favourite song of your and when you go to bed play that song in your ears quietly. It mat mentally help. xoxo

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