I want to give up.
Posted by anonymous in Fear on Apr 6th, 2010 | 7 commentsI’m bipolar. I hallucinate. I have been hospitalized eleven times for mental health reasons. I hate myself. I know that I have a great life, but can’t stop thinking about ending it. The thoughts that float through my head contain a large amount of detail about how to kill myself, and that fact terrifies me. I am afraid to tell anyone because they might
a.) be worried
b.) be angry
c.) Think I’m stupid or weak
d.) be disappointed in me
I don’t know what to do. I just feel hopeless.
7 Responses to “ “I want to give up.”
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dont do it, it is guaranteed that there is someone out there that would suffer if you ended your life! dont do it, they need you, even though that person/persons might not have told you straight out
what you wrote is exactly how i feel . but people love you. so you have to find reasons to stay-
you are apart of life , lifes circle, you will die one day that is inevetable and it is your life remember that, you control your life you make the choices in your life and if your choice is to end your life here and now then so be it thats your decision and can only be made by you!
remember what was and dream for what could be :)
this is life and everything is recycled back into the earth!
bless you xxx :)
You need to talk to a minister. Demons do exist and you sound like one is tormenting you.
I’m 47 and find myself in the darkest place and I can’tt gwt out. I have been laying here in my room for weeks the suicidal thoughts wont stop, although I am sure, I think that I don’t have the courage to take my life. I have been depressed on two other times in my life but I think this is the worst because of the suicidal thoughts. I cant function, I’m terrified, I can’t find the will to help myself I don,t know where to begin.
I would like to know if any others have gone through this and have survived to lead a happy life…
It would help me to hear some positive stories.
Every day of my life seems to be a struggle. The whole time I’m with people I just want to run and be alone and the most simple dady to day task seems to be a major struggle. I feel like people think I’m crazy but they don’t understand. I know it probably doesn’t make you feel better but you’re not alone in your feelings.
The one outlet that I’ve found is working with animals of all kinds. They don’t judge, criticize or preach. They accept and appreciate. Find what makes you comfortable and use it as your outlet.
Hey there, I have been extremely depressed and suicidal for many years. I have even made quite a few suicide attempts. Although i still get depressed every now and again my life has turned out for the better!!!! So please don’t give up there is hope!! It may take a few years to get better but it DOES GET BETTER! BE STRONG MY FRIEND.