i live in an apartment with my older sister and mom, its a one bedroom and the landlords know we have a dog. but they don’t know i live here to and there daughter lives next door to us. I’m so scared to leave for work or anything else and scared to come back, i’m afraid they will find out and kick us out. my name is on the lease but i scared to be homeless again, i just want my own room again and feel comfortable to come home every night after work. I’m never not afraid, i just want to be human again and not a shadow i want to end it all.