eating disorder

I have an eating disorder, Ive managed to keep it from all my friends and family and I even have a secert myspace I use to recieve pro ana tips and talk to other ana’s it scares me though. And IM really afraid of someone finding out.

Anonymous on December 10th 2007 in Fear

7 Responses to “eating disorder”

  1. Wise Up said on 12 Dec 2007 at 1:38 am # Quote

    Have you ever thought of seeking medical or psychological help? Your disorder sounds as if it’s more than you can deal with. So what if others find out?

  2. Anonymous said on 15 Dec 2007 at 7:52 am # Quote

    omg im the same way, except im bulimia…i rather be anerexic cuz u lose weight faster..but im starting my "fast" this summer

  3. Anon said on 15 Dec 2007 at 7:53 am # Quote

    most people have things they don’t want others to find out….even me :P the important thing is not to make a big deal out of it ,awoid for the wrong people to find out and look for the right people to find out……it’s sad that you can’t trust your parents dough, you should look for professional help…

  4. Someone said on 22 Feb 2008 at 11:26 am # Quote

    i had an eating disorder too… a little of anorexia and bulimia because i was a bit fat then… but now, it made me scared of what possible things may happen. im not that toooooo skinny like bones. i started to change little by little because eating is a lot fun and try different foods. i still get scared sometimes about gaining weight, but i try managing how to eat sensibly. i even try to learn cooking to divert myself. it pays off really. whatever it is that made you hopped into an eating disorder, take time to think what really had happened and let yourself free from that experience. you can change yourself slowly.. one day at a time.

  5. Someone said on 22 Feb 2008 at 11:28 am # Quote

    (continued from above comment)
    … and no, i don’t try to puke what i’d eaten…. bulimic in a sense i like to binge from time to time… small portions!

  6. helpful teen said on 31 Mar 2008 at 9:12 am # Quote

    u shud talk to ur parents or some elderly person about this.your parents will always want your best and will help you out.
    everyone has stuff that they don’t want others to know.i used to pee on the bed even when i was in the 5th grade..but my whole family knew about it,alot of ma relatives found out about it in india too and it was very embarrassing.even now they talk about it sometimes but i just laugh it off :) (by the way i got over this problem in the 6th grade) so tell ur parents as it is the BEST thing to do and you’ll soon get over it P:):) don’t worry :)

  7. OnceAna... said on 28 Jun 2008 at 9:36 am # Quote

    Hi honey, I know its all so crazy right now. you probably want someone to trust , someone to tell just so you know they can help you if you find that you need support emotional or with getting your life back from ana…
    Its not easy with Eating dissorders because you usually find that sooo many thoughts appear at once but there is no room for all of them…one word..CONTROL right?
    Ana controls the food, not the weight because really your whole body breaks down or goes into “crisis” mode. You metabolism slows down (meaning you’ll stop loosing in the end or die)
    And reality IS that you CAN die from ANa, I almost didm they brought me back 3 times ans still I kept t my so called diet…sick it was, twisted and NO LIFe! I just excisted, but I had no real life in the end of it.

    So Afer 9 years of secrets and dieting and a rolercoaster of weight,food and emotions mixed all togheter I decided to talk to someone, but to someone outside my family that couldn’t really do anything or tell anyone but wa there if I needed to talk and could guide me about RIGHT nutrition and mindset.

    After 11 years of both experiencing BUlimia and Anarexia Nervosa I broke free:)
    Now I am soo much happier and not fat or underweight at all. I am athletic, strong and quick minde, I have a social life,I deal instead of slow, in pain,depressed and lonly..

    I feel beautieful and happy for the FIRST time in my life, and that is truly the payback you get when you have battled Ana:)

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