Disease

I’m often proned to diseases. Viral, lysogenic, lytic and or otherwise. Right now I’m living with the idea that I have two that could be fatal. I’ve been waiting for the doctors to call, but they haven’t yet. I could be HIV positive, and I could also have Lyme disease. One from a tattoo, and one from a tick. The problem is, I have to put on a brave face, but I’m afraid. I’m not afraid of what could happen to me, not even after I die. I’m afraid of what will happen to my family.