RSSstill hanging on…
oh god where to begin! i was born in a middle class family where my mom worked all day to make ends meet. my dad being a very strikt teacher, always stayed at home and we led a millitary life. we were locked in our house all day, except for schools,as our parents were outside. so, mixing with our neighbours and having a regular chilhood was out of the question. we went to school but as i was shy, i made a few friends. after graduation i married the boy next door and my parents were strictly against it. i had to go through a lot of turmoil to get them to agree. finally after 7 years of dating, i married my beloved. we have two kids and every thing was right but last year he told me that he slept with a hooker. he begged forgiveness but i had no other chioce but to forgive him. after that he has gone through many psychological problems and sleeps seperately. he claims that he has back ache but the doctors found nothing. so, here i am ,sleeping in the other room with my two kids for the last 4 years. i feel cheated an stabbed in the back. i feel really tempted to cheat on him but i could not. i tried to cheat but the touch of another man touching me feels yucky. he also stays aloof saying he is sick. i am sooo alone. i feel like the only parent to my children.i feel like running far away from him.
anonymous on August 18th 2008 in Family
Diptendu Banerjee said on 18 Aug 2008 at 6:34 pm # Quote
Hi,
U r problems is very much the same with many middle class family. it do happens quite a often, some comes out of closet and some remain under it for ages and ever. try to engage ur self in other activities like giving u r children a proper education and a formal upbringings.(ofcourse I dnt about u r age)it would be difficulut if u r still young. but dealing with hardship of life is living a life on u r term. as a whole u should be strong enough to deal u r situations. it’s always a pleasure to share some momment with u in this site.
Thanx & Regards,
Dipto.
anon said on 19 Aug 2008 at 9:18 am # Quote
Hi sorry to hear of your dilemma and pain. You have two beautiful children and although I cannot judge your husband, he has hurt you profoundly and I know how difficult that is to deal with. You must start to think positively as difficult as it is - I know.
I have been feeling totally confused of late and wandered upon “The Secret” in a bookstore by Rhona Byrne (the cd version). This was totally publicised because of Oprah and though I had heard of it, hadn’t paid much attention. I bought it last week and have been listening in my car on commute in and out of work and I must say it is really helping me – not quite through on last cd but making me think really positively about me and my life and future to come. It tells us how to use the law of attraction. Not sure what your stance on such things, but it has helped me lots so far and continuing on so just a suggestion for you in these hard times to improve your life. All the best x