I am so tired of my family being so selfish. They think that all I should do is take care of them and their children amd I am getting very sick of it. I feel like a prisoner in my own home. I can not go anywhere because I am watching children. I can’t go shopping, visit friends (that is if I had any friends) or even go to a ****ing doctors appointment. If I do go anywhere I have to drag kids along with me. Something has got to give and I will not let it be me. I deserve a life to. My family needs to step up and take care of their own responsibliities. I am going to start sticking up for my rights as a person. I told my son that he needs to put his child in daycamp because I am not watching her throughout the summer. I work to and can barely keep up with it. I have a headache all the time anymore because of the stress and pressure I am under. I almost called the doctor to see if he would put me in the hospital for exhausation because I am so sick of the pressure my family puts me under. They are selfish and uncaring and I think I need to become the same way and see how they like it.