It is a strange thing to grow up knowing your father who lives with you everyday and is part of your life does not know you, has no wish to know you, and what he does know of you he does not like. I can say not in a wounded lashing out way but matter of factly- my father never loved me.
the sad thing is that he was never taught to love and did not awaken to this not even after having children. we learn love on an everyday basis. and the only thing you can change is the future. give your children all the love you never got from your papa and you will be rewarded 300 fold!
I can say the same thing about my mother.
dont worry sweet heart ,,, ur husband/wife will treat u good ,,,often parents r like this