I Hate my Life

I hate my life – I was in a very abusive relationship – my kids hated their dad, and eventually I got myself strong enough to take the kids and leave. My kids really really hated him and begged me to get us away for well over 18 months. But a month after leaving my daughter threw it all back in my face and left with him – he bought her – no doubt about it – all the stuff I couldnt do plus no discipline. 3 years on and I wish I was back there, being abused and fed up with life – because atleast I had my girl – now Im still as sad and pissed off – so I didnt achieve anything by leaving because I lost her. And there is no way back and no way forwards – so this is it until I die – and I hate saying it but I hope it happens sooner rather than later.

2 thoughts on “I Hate my Life

  1. Dear Friend,
    Please find a way to get out the abusive relationship that you find yourself in. Call the National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 or let your doctor know what is happening so that you can get help. Your life and that of your children is too important to let anyone destroy it. Take care and please let us know how you’re doing.

  2. I do not know your daughters age but I know that kids, especially teenagers, can be the most cruelest and biggest assholes. Don’t give up. She’ll come back around, I think you know that deep down. There will come a time where money can’t help her and she just needs her mama. And you’ll be there because you will not give up on her. Ever. Also remember, you are living and providing for more than just her. Yes, she’s just as important as your other children but don’t they deserve the same? Live and breathe for your children the best way you know how. If they stray, at least you can hold in your heart that you did everything you could.

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