Why is he always like that with me?
I never do anything and he keeps torturing me psychologically… I have already tried the suicide, I drinked a who bttle of medicine, but in place of death I just got drunk… I don’t know how that happened but I guess soon I’m gonna kill my self again… I know some people do have bigger problems than I do, but what I don’t have psychologic for such thing!
Soon I will be dead and all that pain will be gone! No more anger! No more torture! No more problems! I WILL BE FREE AFTER ALL!!!
You already are free. You make the choice on how your father will influence our life. Try to look at the big picture and you will see that your father is just a man.
Sory, but what you mean with “look at the big picture”?
because all in all your life is based on how YOU choose to live it. You can take action against your father, and if you dont then no change will happen. take a look at the whole world, your father is no more important than anyone else.
Since you are feeling this badly I would suggest contacting a crisis line or going for counselling in your area if you have not done so already. Sounds like you have a lot of emotional pain. Even though I dont know who you are I feel for you:(
Can I ask.. are you young? Under the age of eighteen?
Honestly… once you are an adult, you can make your own decisions and live your own life. It is really wonderful. You can choose your own life now, but sometimes it might be a little more difficult.
I like the persons above comments. Your father really is insignificant when you look at the wide, wide world out there.