I am the product of incestual rape between my father and his daughter
Posted by Anonymous in Family on Mar 23rd, 2010 | 9 commentsI love him, but im angrey
my mother lied through ommission for 16 years he raped her.. of course, tortured her, As much as i understand this i still cried when she told he had died 9 months earlier, in our one and only conversation about him.
He may have hurt her but he did NO wrong to me, he gave me life and 75 percent of my dna. I carry within all he is.. he was a diagnosed psychopath. under the guise of my mothers face. she’ll never say it but shes never loved me the same and as deeply wished for another child since i was born.
Here is what i have to say:
MOTHER!! yes you, bitch. after all this crap, all these years, and tears, all the anger and mistrust, the bruises,the blood splilt, the cold nights when i slept on benches. the drugs and the hate most of all. you took what rightfully mine… my mind its gone and its not coming back the betrayal is what i cannot stand through so this is the end of me. you can always have another one.
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i now have a fear this is what will happen to my neice in law!!!
but for one, what you chose/choose to do with yourself is your choice, if you were not strong enough to stand your mom ‘hating’ you and got into that , then that is your fault.
you have to understand her pain too, and when she looks at you everyday the pain it brings back to her. don’t hate your mom, at least she kept u.
you are the product of betrayal, your mom did not betray you unless she sat by and let people do horrible things to u!!!
if that is the case, then i don’t blame you.
maybe make yourself a better person and not **** your life up over what has happened for revenge, that is just only going to hurt you.
I am so sorry that you have experienced so much pain and suffering in your life, I hope one day you can find peace and happiness in your existence.
All you can think about is yourself. What about your mum? Would you be singing and dancing if you were raped through out your life and then had to have a child who was a product of that?
As a rape/incest survivor myself, I can tell you that your mom has been through hell that you can’t imagine. I’m sure your own life hasn’t bee easy either. I suggest counseling for you both. It won’t be easy but you both need it!
I am sympathetic to your story but to say your father did no wrong is sick.
He was not thinking about you when he did what he did. He didn’t give you two thoughts. You’re asking us to sympathize with a man who raped his own daughter. You’re basically saying “Hey, his DNA produced ME so what’s the big deal”
Selfish selfish selfish.
I lived in a home where my father was the abuser,to is step daughter whom he had custody because her mom died of cancer.It literally ruined me.I don’t know what happened to her,because after witnessing it a couple times I cried hell and my mother’s family had to come take me out,I just couldn’t function I cried everyday at school.I didn’t understand how my father a old man could be sleeping with someone younger than is daughter and the same age as is son.I lost all respect for him.
I’m going to hell, but “75% of my DNA” made me LOL.
Anywhoo,look kid, be glad you didn’t know your sick sperm-donor.A psychopath would in no way enrich your life.
And give your mom a break.It takes an incredible woman to give birth to a rape-baby,and being raped makes you feel filthy.
So imagine how polluted your mother felt A)being raped by her own FATHER ,then B) being pregnant and giving birth to her own half-brother.It’s enough to make most women want to skin themselves.
And did you ever think that she wanted to protect you from the truth?How does it feel to know you are inbred?Do you feel loathesome for existing because your father came in his own child?
Maybe she didn’t want you to know the disgust she felt.
I genuinely feel bad for the both of you.
I feel the pain from your mom’s side, and I feel the pain from your side.
I know all these people are putting you down for your feelings, but I won’t.
If your mom treats you as some filthy product of rape, then by all means, hate her. you are the beautiful product of something horrid.
i know your life hasn’t been a picnic but how could you be so selfish.
if you stopped for one moment and thought about how hard it must be for your mum and not you, you’d realise she’s gone through so much shit!
your father was the one who wronged not your mother! just think she was his child too and trusted him! he betrayed trust!!! not her!
your mum didn’t make you take drugs it was your choice to go down that road. and as much as i sympathise with you that it must have been devestating for you… your father was a monster and your mum was a victim.