every decision i’ve made has been the wrong one.
Posted by badmom in Family on Jul 17th, 2010 | 5 commentsI have known since before I married him that it would be a mistake. Six years and two kids later, it is still a mistake and has been every day since. I hate being a wife and i hate being a mom. At least once a week i lay in bed while my children scream and i fantasize about how i could run away and start a new life and never be found. Of course i’d never have the courage to do it… I’ll just continue to live life as a miserable martyr, and my children will grow up knowing that i hate being their mom. Shouldn’t that make me sad? It doesn’t.
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It’s odd you have no comments when “HaterWife” has 32 and she loves her kid. Weird how the world works!
All I have to say is, you made your bed, now lay in it.
Truth: You get one go around in life. This is yours. You have to live your life so that your happy. Take care of your kids but by all means live YOUR life the way you want to. You can start over, you can rebuild whats been broken. Just remember to learn from your mistakes.
Sometimes we need to hear that we are not the only ones that feel this way… I understand what you are going through far to well.
IN THE SAME POSITION
I FELT THIS WAY ALSO, BUT NOT SO MUCH ABOUT MY KIDS AS THE FACT THIS HOW I FEEL IN REGARDS TO MY MARRRIGAE. I FEEL LIKE I’M STUCK AND IN A LOSE, LOSE SITUATION. AND NO RELEIF COMING NO TIME SOON.. ALL I CAN SAY IS TRY AND STAY ENCOURAGED AND PRAY.. IT WORKS
I knew it was a mistake when I get married. I felt liek I could have written your post. I have been married 6 years with 2 kids and every day I think aout starting over. I even look up houses and jobs online, just to fantasize. It’s not that I don’t have the courage to leave, I truly love my cildren (they drive me sooooo crazy) and I want a happy family so bad.