I’ve Decided

I’m getting an abortion. It saddens me deeply, but I’m not sure if it makes me sadder than the thought of my now-newborn going without. My husband and I are just barely scraping by each month. I can’t bring another child into this. I would choose adoption, but I have friends who have, and the amount of hate and vitriolic comments they get over their … Continue reading I’ve Decided

Worthless

I am worthless and I want to die sometimes. The only thing that keeps me alive are my children and the thought of them growing up without a mommy. Other than that, I am the crap on the bottom of my husband’s shoe. I am transparent to him and all I’m good for is taking care of the kids and a means to an end. … Continue reading Worthless

I hate my daughter-in-law and wish she would die every day

My DIL is mentally ill; I suspect borderline personality disorder, but she’s never been diagnosed. She treats my son like dirt, screaming, throwing fits, throwing him out of the house all the time. I have bit my tongue for years, but I finally told him how I feel. Now he isn’t speaking to me. I pray that he will finally have enough and leave her. … Continue reading I hate my daughter-in-law and wish she would die every day

I am going to kick my children’s father out of my house.

I am getting increasingly frustrated with your seemingly lack of interest in offering any real support to this family. Financially you helped pay rent with less frequency than you haven’t helped. We receive $500 a month towards food which is the state amount for me and the two children, yet it goes for you also and you eat more than all of us. You were … Continue reading I am going to kick my children’s father out of my house.