My kids

No one has enough power over my emotions to break me anymore…but my 2 adult children are the most insensitive, selfish people, who think nothing of bashing me over the head with the cruelest indifferent attitude and just inexcusable disregard for me and for their father’s memory. A couple of days ago it was husbands birthday and the next day was my sons birthday…actually its … Continue reading My kids

Unwanted

Once my Dad was really annoyed with my siblings, and was transferring it to me. Walking into a store, I asked if I could have something. He replied, in a low mutter as if talking to himself, with “It’s never enough. You know, your mother is the one who wanted to have kids.” Thanks, Dad. 30 years later and I’m still scarred. Continue reading Unwanted

My kids

Everytime I see myself in my children, I’m disappointed. I’ve made nothing of my life, and only hoped by leaving them with their mother to raise them, they would be better. Yet still, my son may say or do something that I would have done at his age. How do I tell him “no, don’t go down this path, you want to turn out like … Continue reading My kids