why is it at this age that i still let the little things transport my whole day into crap. especially from someone i’ve never met in person. i felt like this was that moment. that moment where you find your soulmate. i’ve been waiting for 52 years. so many relationships, so many dates. one last question on text messaging and then absolutely nothing. i can’t even go do fun things right now. it just feels useless and hollow. i know it will come back and be forgotten but damn does it hurt now.