Opt out !

Sometimes I just want to give up on everything and disappear. I want out. I feel a lot of pain, I’m slowly dying on the inside. I wish that I could just die. I’m just afraid how much people will hurt when I do. I’m trapped, and don’t know what to do. I just want to die. I just want to die.

2 thoughts on “Opt out !

  1. You need to give me more info. What do you want out of? Your family, your marriage, your job? Everything? Don’t do anything rash. Include more detail and I will answer you.

  2. I am sincerely sorry (well as sorry as a complete stranger can be) that you are feeling this way. Been there. Many different people will have different takes on this, and I have no idea what you need to hear, so I’m going to imagine I split myself into two and give you two just statements, one harsh the other not so, but both true at-least from my own experience. Here we go…. You are stronger than you think, you have the strength to share how you feel online, where you could potentially be helped. Having the iota of energy to do this, proves that you still have strength even if it doesn’t feel like it. Someone once told me that if you have the energy to complain you have the energy to get up and fight, because it is a fight to get out of feeling like that. The other thing is you may not feel like it but you are valuable and you have the option to prove it, being forced into a box ( believe me I know it’s hard to breath in a situation where you feel trapped) gives you some boundaries to work with to come up with a creative solution. You have the opportunity to develop some new skills. I know it’s not exactly what you want right now, but if you choose to get up, find the creative energy inside yourself to find a way forward, you’ll feel better for it on the other side. Hope this helps, praying for you (regardless of if there is a god or not, i find it helped me to know that someone was at-least trying to get a higher power to notice my situation, maybe its the same for you) Take care.

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