I am 21 years old and I’m working to take care of my mother and bf. My bf can’t work because of certain issues and my mom isn’t earning enough to even pay rent. I know I should be there for them and I am whenever I can, but I’m giving my whole life away for them and it’s just so exhausting that I’m thinking of suicide. The only thing keeping me alive is the knowledge that those I love would not survive without me. If I am to die, I don’t want to drag others down with me. Especially not those I love the most. But I constantly think about it. The stress is killing me. I just want all of this to end. I’m not sleeping enough because of my work and I’m not enjoying life at all. But what can I do? I’m at my limit but…I can’t even choose to kill myself.