I hate my PTSD (if that’s what it is)

I keep having anxiety attacks anytime I’m around my dad or anyone who reminds me of him. I hate it because I don’t think his emotional abuse to my mom was ever that bad. But I have all the symptoms of PTSD, and they are getting steadily worse. I can’t go to therapy because my parents wouldn’t like it and I’m not sure I believe in it anyway. I’m not sure how much longer I can keep going, I don’t want to end up hurting someone, or myself. I just want to sleep for a thousand years… without nightmares. :'(

One thought on “I hate my PTSD (if that’s what it is)

  1. Since you’re afraid of going to therapy, go to see your doctor soon and let him or her know what you are experiencing. It certainly sound like PTSD that you’re experiencing which can easily be treated with medication, and therapy too when you so allow yourself. Take care now.

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