I came across someone’s instagram last night who I found extremely attractive, has the body I’m working toward. Reading his posts, he sounded so depressed. The whole thing set me off in a few ways: Sad for him, sad about my body, lonely. I privately messaged him something encouraging. I don’t expect him to respond (he hasn’t yet) and I don’t need him to.
I’m tired of feeling inferior to other guys and I’m tired of being alone.