I’m only 16 but I plan my future life so much that I’ve become intensely unhappy with what I have now. I live in a huge ass city and all I want is to live in the forest. I see people every day and all I want is to see animals and no humans for the rest of my life. I’m now terrified that the life I’ve always wanted may never come. I have to sit through another year in high school. Then 4 years of college. And then I might have to come back to the city to work. I think I’d rather jump from a building rather than be locked in a city all my life.