I feel like I don’t belong here anymore, and that I am a waste of space. The people I care about don’t seem to care about me, I feel the tense atmosphere when I’m around them and I walk away from it. My suicidal thoughts have gotten worse and I’m considering on going through it. I hate how life is going for myself, and my server depression and anxiety isn’t helping. I don’t want to deal with pain and rejection again. I just want to end it so I don’t have to suffer anymore. I dislike the feeling of pain go through my body, it’s like a steal knot in my stomach and the pain slowly goes to the tip of my fingers. I can’t stand it! The urge is getting worse and I might considering on doing it soon. I mean at least they’ll be getting rid of me. I feel like I’m in their way.