Feeling weird

Lately, my anxiety feels like it’s evolving. I cry almost every night before I go to sleep because I feel so sad for no known reason, whenever I mess up at work or socially my brain instantly goes “you could kill yourself” or “you deserve pain”, even though it’s not an urge, but it still scares me. My boyfriend lives in another town and I … Continue reading Feeling weird

Lost

I’m so lost. I have kids and a husband that loves me and all I do is mess things up we are losing our house in a month and he doesn’t even know and when he finds out I might as well be dead. I’ve been thinking about suicide because we have insurance that covers suicide. It would get them the house back. I just … Continue reading Lost