Not one day goes by where I don’t pray I die in my sleep. I do not enjoy life anymore, the moments I do do not last long, and I end up feeling worse. I’ve tried so many things, but I keep coming back to how disappointing life is. I’d give anything to go back to childhood. I feel entirely broken…. Continue reading Life

Feeling weird

Lately, my anxiety feels like it’s evolving. I cry almost every night before I go to sleep because I feel so sad for no known reason, whenever I mess up at work or socially my brain instantly goes “you could kill yourself” or “you deserve pain”, even though it’s not an urge, but it still scares me. My boyfriend lives in another town and I … Continue reading Feeling weird