As much as I do not want to have any children, if it happened by accident I would not object.
I ponder just taking the pills I was prescribed and just failing to tell my fiancé so he would think it was a miracle.
I worry I will feel as if I missed out on something by not having children, but I also worry I might regret giving up my plans.
This is exactly how I’m feeling right now. The life I have planned has little to no room for children… but that doesn’t mean I don’t want children, necessarily. I hold a baby and I just… can’t wait to have and raise one of my own- to have such a strong and precious bond like that. But once I become a mom, then what? I don’t have any back up plans that will work for me. It’s very frustrating.