I just want to run away and become a whole other person.
I am really just plain tired of everything. I moved to a city to be close to my parents, left a good job, and now I’m living with them, not working, and what I thought was going to be a positive experience, has turned sour.
I am deeply in debt, and I cannot find a job in my field, but I feel responsible for being here since my sibling passed away a couple of years ago and I’m all they have left. I feel like all this pressure is on me as the one left.
On top of that, I’m in love with someone who doesn’t seem to feel the same way, and I can’t seem to purge this person out of my life.
I’m exhausted and confused. I don’t see any light at the end of the tunnel.
It’s going to be okay. You’re just going through a really difficult time right now, and it will get better. Keep applying for jobs! Something will work out.
You did a good thing, moving to be close to your parents, and you’re due to hit a karmic jackpot. But remember, you can’t manage their anxiety. It’s okay to be selfish.
The light is always there its just for you to reorganize your life around yourself.Think of yourself and what you wantr to do and where what you want to di is available even if it means going back to your former employer.Love issue can always be settled but first get a job the rest will come with ease.
Sounds to me that youre a slacker that don’t want to get ahead. Heres a couple of suggestions. Apply for a Corrections position at your local jail or prison. Become a Merchant Marine. Join the Navy or Army. Become a cop. File for Bankrupcy.
I have a FEELING that you will find excuses to NOT do any of those things or anything else that will help you get ahead but require some sort of sacrifice