Secret Confessions

Before my marriage I was in a long term committed relationship with another man. During the final three years of that relationship, my boyfriend and I were very heavily into swinging. During those three years I performed every sex act that you can think of, on more partners than I can count, both male and female, usually more than one at a time. At the time I was a more than willing participant, in fact many of the things we did were actually at my instigation. When we finally broke up (something that had nothing to do with our lifestyle), my participation in those activities also came to an end. I am currently a happily married woman with two young children. My husband, my family, and all of the other people currently in my life do not know anything about my past. Something, I know that my husband, who is also the pastor of our church and has very limited experience in the bedroom before me, would never understand. While our sex life is very satisfying, there is still a little part of me that wants go out and party like that again