I thought I had overcome my anger toward you and toward myself for how I have reacted to your instability, but evidently I haven’t. I got some mail for you today and opened it and threw it away. I wonder why you choose to get your mail here instead of at your house? To show off! See, I’m still resentful toward you.
Unfortunately,these days i’m so involved in daily life difficulties that i can’t prepare a suitable text to send for you.