I Want To Go Anorexic
Posted by WhenNoLightIsAtTheEndOfTheTunnel in Confused on Jan 24th, 2010 | 16 commentsI hate my body, and I haven’t found any other way to lose weight. Every day after I eat I want to go and throw it up. I’ve been trying to go anorexic but I dont want my parents to find out, or my friends. Im 13 going on 14, our teachers are going really heavy on trying to teach us how bad it is to get that disorder. But I want it, wish I had it. Then kids wouldn’t make fun of me. I wish I knew how I would feel and react after purging becuase I dont want to deal with the guilt of what I would be doing, but I think Im just going to do it. And get it over with.
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your still young. try getting into sports to build the fat into muscule plus you’ll be more toned. try it…
i want to go real skinny, its not fair, the kids in school slag me everyday :(
Just because you hate your body, their is always a way to fix it.You can work out, eat healthier.You should never have to starve yourself because of the way you look. Your still young enjoy your life and live it. That sure isnt going to make things better for you if you think that. People will surely see a difference in your weight,especially when you start getting sick and to the point where you dont want nothing to eat but a bottle of water or so.! Please talk to your parents or someone you can really trust.They will give you the help you need,and take care of you properly.Please dont do the unthinkable and risk your life. xoxoxo Marie
Don’t starve yourself, just limit your caloric intake (2000-2400) and make sure you get enough exercise. Even walking home from school everyday helps.
On another note, the body is, unfortunately, the first thing people see. If you hate it, it will show whether you are overweight or anorexic. Learn to take good care of your body and make healthy living a HABIT, not a CHORE. Weight loss is not something that happens in a week. Losing weight is the result of a lifestyle and attitude change, and those are the things that really matter.
I do walk to school everyday, about a 2 km walk, and I stay away from bad foods, I also exercise after school, why aren’t I losing weight at all?
I know how you feel. I’m overweight too. I have a pretty face, I’m hillarious, I have a great personality, I’m intellegent… Every boy I’ve had a crush on says they love me because I’m so cool, but they wouldn’t be with me. They describe their perfect woman to me, and it sounds like me, but with the notable exception of the perfect woman being skinny.
So I came to this conclusion: sod them. Sod them all! Men are shallow as heck! They can be as ugly as sin and still unwilling to take a good woman that loves them, that’s clean (no VD here, chaps!) unless that woman is thin. It’s an age thing. As men get older they realise that we women take less shit from them. They have to shape up and be what they want us to be.
Don’t commit suicide or become anorexic. Only people that are alive can influence the way the world works/thinks. And anorexia is for retards that only think with their *****. You get to throw pudding and laugh at the anorixics that will never have a child. Take solace in that!
> And anorexia is for retards that only think with their *****. <
You do realize that this comment was stupid in itself, do you?
However, @OP: don't go anorexic. Aside of the health risks – other kids are going to stop making fun of you when you are anorexic? You think they aren't going to laugh at you if they find out you puke after meals (btw that's more bulimic behavior anyway… and you DON'T want bulimia. You'll wreck your teeth, have bad breath, and GAIN weight, in addition to ruining your health) or never eating? Oh yes they are.
And you aren't going to see you're skinny. You can be a skeleton and look in the mirror and think you're a hippo. It sounds cliche, but you're really not going to realize how skinny you are. You're going to hate yourself infinitely more than you do now. You're going to spend your time counting calories and working out and being obsessed with food and weight, and you'll be more miserable than you are now. Really, you don't want anorexia.
I am a recovering anorexic, and it's hard enough. It's not rewarding. Not at all. At first you're going to feel AMAZING because hunger makes you produce endorphines, but soon you're going to be so obsessed it's not even funny anymore, and there'll be no kick with losing weight anymore, just "I lost x pounds… but I'm still too fat, it's not enough", and it's never going to be enough. Not worth it.
Yup, I’m fine with that statement. Quoting only one sentence from my comment is slightly biased. Anorexics that don’t get help die young and rarely get to have children.
It’s this weird thing that women get. You know women, right? Those things with vaginas that are almost like men? We have this thing called a “period” that means our child-bearing skills are completely in order. People with eating disorders manage to eff this up completely, so when they die of mal-nutrition they tend to die alone.
Hmm. I don’t know. The idea of slagging off someone who has had the same thoughts as the person that wrote this confession; slagging off the person that realised that dudes are in to only one thing, and that phase of dude-ism only lasts a few years…
Yeah, you should get a nobel prize for that. Hey! I have an idea! Why don’t you hand her some water mixed with salt!? That will make puking sooo much more easier!
I was anorexic an i got so small i was so happy then i started eating again i wanna go back too but i dnt have the will power now
I understand what you are going through, but I am going through the same thing. My 10-year old daughter is 55 pounds. I am a little worried she will become anorexic. But I talked to my Mother and she said I was the same when I was 10. God created each and every person unique. In this case you do not like your body. But everybody’s different! Do not try to become anorexic. It will ruin your life! Your body will get used to not eating enough, then when you try to eat alot your body will prevent you from eating that much and you will throw up. Consider going to the gym and eating healthy.
wow its like everyone wants to lose weight,BUT i want to gain weight,i am so skinny,sometimes i hate my long skinny arms and legs!
Dont even try it. You always get caught out one way or another. When i was about.. 13, so like you, i thought I would give it a go. After a couple of weeks i was reduced down to maybe an apple a day. Smoking came into the picture as well. So yeah, i thought my body was looking good but when i think back to it i was a complete state, i just didnt look well at all. My immune system let me down big time so I caught every flu and cold there was going, i looked like a ghost, became anaemic, it was quite frankly frightning. So of course your parents are going to find out! One way or another.. If you want to loose weight you should go old school and eat healthy/exersize. PLEASE dont even try it, its scary what it can do to people and its hard to stop. On top of that when you do stop you gain weight like crazy because your matabalism is messed up so there really is no point is there :L Im 16 now and Ive been through it so just take my advice and tell the kids that bully you to grow a pair and **** off ;P
i starve myself and i’m 13, its so so so hard and its not something you want to wish you could do.
please don’t, its one of the hardest things ever, its so hard to break and it ruins your life.. it destroys everything you ever loved.
i get made fun of daily, getting called fat, worthless, waste of space, useless, disgusting, etc.. trust me, its so hard, but, please don’t start, its nothing you want to wish to yourself.
just e-mail me, if you want/need to talk, i’m always here.
i know this was over a year ago, but you might feel the same way still or it might be happening.
Yeah, that was when I was 13, I’m 15 now. I stopped starving, and I’m all good now. I’m still bigger but highschool gym class is helping me with that! I actually did corn detassling last summer and I lost weight, but sadly I gained it all back :( But you know what, email me hun, if you want to talk, you shouldn’t do that, your beautiful the way you are. I learned that myself, and no one should have to feel bad about themselves. Also since highschool I don’t have classes with many of them and more people like me than hate me so they would stand up for me if anyone said something
Umm, thata bulimia. Ana is when you starve yourself.
I love to state the obvious sometimes, whether it helps or not. If you’re frustrated that the scale numbers are not going down, bear in mind that YOU ARE STILL GROWING. Your body at 13 is still adding muscle and bone and cartilage (sp?), not just fat, if you are actually gaining fat. My psychobabble interpretation is that there’s a part of you that does not want to let go of childhood, because growing up is terrifying.